some things i dont understand, i dont really ask for too much i dont think..i love my life most of the time, i love school, i love my friends..i fucking love just about everything, when am i ever mad?, pissed or even sad?..even if i ever do get sad which is rare, i keep it to myself, i dont like to burdon other people with my problems that are ( Read more... )

okay, i need everyons opinion

should i cut my hair?

heres a list of things that i wish would/could/should happen
- that i could always tell people what i really feel, and not be so fucking scared of it
- that i didn't get my feelings hurt so bad, so easily
- that i would stay away from things that constantly bring me down, and not keep going back
- that i didn't get so jealous, so easily
- that i wasn't ( Read more... )

next time i don't update within 2 days, slap me please ( Read more... )

so today, was an alright day...after school i hung out with Katie and Janelle..got my eyebrows waxed..THATS ALWAYS FUN =) then we went to look for nalgenes, cause i hella need one, but we couldnt find them so then i went home ( Read more... )

oh man, i wish i didnt get the phonecall i got tonight ( Read more... )

of course, i go and make plans with people, and then of course they get broken because of other people, even when our plans are made first, i dont get it, i think its stupid but i dont care ( Read more... )

last night i went to bed really early, but by 6th period today..i was dead ( Read more... )

so today, my dad was blasting metallica..and i think a few people might know how much i FUCKING HATE DUMBASS METALLICA...so i told him he could have my ipod headphones if he would use them so i didnt have to hear those hurendous tunes..he said yes..so i had to steal them back when he was sleeping, because god forbid i would just give away anything ( Read more... )

so; i think that it tottaly sucks having to deny yourself feelings for other people..because the more and more you think...the more feelings created..

i have to deny myself feelings every fucking day. =)
yeah it sucks.

im going to bed; im sorry my livejournal sucks.