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[_nikki_deloach_]

I'm about to take a very big step in my life. Into my future. I was once scared of it. Now I am not. I was on the phone with my boyfriend. And we came to realize. That. We have never felt this way before. I told him when I first met him, I had this feeling that one day, Him and I will become close. Any minute away from him. I feel like someone

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[jamie_lm_spears]

*rae and crosses my arms* I hate when you two keep secrets from me...*grins* I think we need to have a talk about this!

[_nikki_deloach_]

*laughs* we'll let you know what's going to happen.

[jenny_morris]

Well..I don't know if I should be happy that your happy or angry because..well, I don't know why. I'm feeling both. I'm happy your finally settling down (even though I think it really is too soon) and I'm angry at the fact that you jump from relationship to relationship. I don't want you to get hurt and I don't want Wade to get hurt. If the "surprise" is what I think it is..it definately is way too soon. *shrugs* It's not my life, though. Who am I to judge?

Whatever. I don't care either way. Congratufuckinglations.

[_nikki_deloach_]

You have no right to be angry. And relationships. Can you really call what I have been in True relationships? I was confused. I thought I knew what love was. But I was feeling it for 4 people at the time. With Wade. I love him, only him. He knows what love really is. I know he won't hurt me. I know him. He was scared to say I love you. And when he finally did, Well. I knew that, what he said was true. Not many people can say they given their heart to eachother. I want to be with him. That's that.

[_joshuachasez]

I know I shouldn't get into your argument with Jenny, but I just need to say something about what you replied back to Jenny..

You claim you haven't felt this way about anyone, but when you come around.. You told me that you were in love with me, and you wanted to carry a child for Tony and I.. and you wanted me back? Now, You're getting married to Wade? *Shakes my head* I just don't know what to say about that, other then.. Whatever... Congrats.

[_nikki_deloach_]

*sighs* I worded that so wrong. I do love you. I always will love you. Everyone knows that. I've told many people that I still care about you. And I regret what I did to you years ago. But besides you. Other times I have been in love. has never amounted to what you and Wade has given me. In fact. The other times was not love.