[Kingdom Hearts] And all I See is You (and You, and You) - OT5

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Title: And all I See is You (and You, and You)
Author: Kagome
Series: Post KH II
Word Count: 3,300
Rating: PG-13
Characters/Pairings: OT5 (with mentions of past Axel/Roxas and probable Axel/Roxas/Xion). Hint of past Marluxia/Naminé
Summary: He sees all of them, and it’s enough.
Warnings: complicated-ness, some sexual content, some

Comments

[syvia]

*sobs, hugs you* That was lovely. *runs off to finally get to sleep xp *

[kagome_angel]

*hugs tight* Oh, thank you! <3333 I'm so glad you enjoyed!

[iki_teru]

Oh, oh, oh 5some (+2) love. And this was sweet and aching and Xion was finally remembered!

“You helped her live,” he corrects.

That is such, such a Sora thing to say and it's -true- isn't it? And wow, this was just so sweet and fuzzy and even though it was a little sad in some places, the overwhelming feeling left me with this big stupid smile on my face.

Great job, as always, love ♥

[kagome_angel]

I've never really written the OT5 before, and so this was a challenge for me. :D I didn't want to leave Xion out--I actually really like her, so it felt right for her to be remembered here.

It really did seem like something Sora would say. :) I'm glad this made you smile.

Thank you! <333

[kagome_angel]

Thank you so much. :) I'm glad you enjoyed!

[roterstern]

God Lindsay, I should be reading about 200 pages about postcolonialism but then I saw this and I tried to go on with school stuff but I couldn't.

Then he closes his eyes, and he sees Xion’s little grin and Axel’s self-satisfied smirk, and silently adds: And you, and you.

I don't know why, but this makes me cry. I'm really fucking crying right now, I'm so stupid, I can't stop. Oh god, this hurts so beautifully and so terribly. I feel like yelling at Roxas because Axel and Xion aren't physically there, they'll never be again, never, and he's going to be okay, going to be just fine. It hurts him, but he'll be all right. It's good, it really is, but it makes me terribly sad and there's this ache--this, this something saying Roxas, how can that be enough? They're still gone! You won't ever see them again!

God what am I saying. I am angry at Roxas for being content. God, what the fuck. It's beautiful. Lovely. God, so sad.

I guess I'm better coming back when I'm making sense, sorry.

[kagome_angel]

*hugs tight tight tight*

You have nothing to be sorry for, honey--really, you don't. I certainly didn't mean for this fic to make you angry in any way, I just... wanted to write it because it was eating at me and Roxas-muse was rather insistent, and I just wanted to see if I could do it, for myself.

I actually like this one, and I'm kind of proud of it, which is funny since I normally want to stab the things that I write, and I was so nervous about this one because I've never really written the OT5 before.

Roxas will always miss them--that's where the heartache is here. Axel and Xion are gone, and he misses them with this fierce ache, but he knows that in some sense, they are still with him and always will be. This gives him the strength to keep moving.

*more hugs and cuddles and tissues* I'm glad that you called it beautiful and lovely, though--I meant for it to be that way, I tried to make it that way. But it is undeniably sad, too, and I really am sorry that it made you cry. ;_;

[arisu_rin]

That was...that was just amazing. I'm honestly trying to think of something to say about this fabulous work of art.

[kagome_angel]

Thank you very much. ^______^ I'm happy that you enjoyed. <3

[arisu_rin]

I still haven't thought of anything, except for-

I LOVE THIS.