a very good day. i was with meredith all day and i like having just a couple good friends because it makes life much simpler here. fun stuff, i got cursive's domestica for $9, i definitely scored big on that one.

a few people are online right now, i dont feel like talking to anyone. unless i have something to say, it is pretty fruitless to talk to ( Read more... )

FUCK. motherfuckingassholebitchcockdamnpussysonofabitchmotherfucker. FUCK!!! people are morons. that is all. i am done.

unclench jaw. good. breathe in deep, exhale. again. now, proceed to write essay. how can i think about that right now?

i am in a considerably better mood than my last post. that's good i guess ( Read more... )

nothing fun to say. just some things i have to tell people. i'll be home around 5 if traffic is good. emma i will call you as soon as i get home. i need to give my parents a little time with me though so i dont make my mom feel bad. but come over anyways because they like you more than they like me. it's true. krista, you call me sometime tonight ( ( Read more... )

well, it is almost 3am yet i am still wasting away precious time i could be sleeping, 1) because i just got back from the library, and 2) i am talking to kristin, who i love because she is bitter like me and has pretty much the same best friend as me except she goes by the name kim. emma, you=kim. it's crazy ( Read more... )

hmm. what to tell. the events of tonight and last night aren't really important. i got drunk last night and sorta tipsy tonight. my friend shani is leaving school for the rest of the year because her mom is dying. hence last night's party. i am going to a quaker meeting tomorrow (well, today) just for kicks. it's a way to ease myself into relgion ( Read more... )

the internet and msn and ljs and the phone are poor substitutes for actually being there for someone. this i am finding out. i talk to people and want to say, hey, let's meet at starbucks and talk about it. i am involved in people's lives yet physically separated. my aim is to not let the physical distance evolve into emotional distance. it has not ( Read more... )

typing the first draft of my ethics paper...or not at this moment. ethics gets really confusing. we're talking about war, and when it is/isn't permissible to kill innocents and i just want to have an opinion without backing it up. i am a pacifist and i think under no circumstances should an innocent be killed and if you need to sacrifice your life ( Read more... )

ok. wow. i mean wow. crazy day. not good. not bad. just crazy. ok. it looks like it could be a good day, all things considered. let me explain ( Read more... )

these lyrics are really depressing in light of recent events. this song used to make me so happy. damn my attention to details ( Read more... )