I feel so miserable ( Read more... )

I just found the biggest slug on my pool deck.
Watch out Godzilla.

Stop being such a fucking bitch.

Thank you,
Megan

ok...its not all bad, just work wise at the moment.
I mean getting laid off was bad....but getting fired for something I didn't do....that just makes me feel pretty shitty and angry.

I guess its time to finally let go of every hope I have had of getting back with you ( Read more... )

God this is a shitty feeling.

The more I think about what my parents said the more I think they were right...and that just makes me sad.

Then again they have been right about many things in the past and I guess at this point only time will tell.

I just wish that Chelsea was here.

I did something stupid and I just want to take it back.

I can't believe its really closed. Monday night I walked into work and was told it was our last night open, then today I show up to see the place completely packed up....the tables against the walls, all the pictures as souvenir's and meetings about unemployment options. I don't think it still has fully sunk in yet. About 24 hours ago I still had a ( Read more... )

He hurt me in a way I have never been hurt before...and I still don't think I'm quite over it.

But the way he ignores me now just hurts me on a whole new level. Its been months and he still can't even have a fucking conversation with me.

I miss my girls.

oh....and on another note I am finally seeing things completely differently and I am so much happier for it.

P.S. Who wants to play tennis with me...eh?