Comments | _magicsocks: I HATE IT HERE

_magicsocks

I HATE IT HERE

Aug 06, 2005 03:54

sometimes i wish we never left pennsylvania. never thought the day would come to were i would say that. i called almost every apartment place in bossier city. even made plans this week while jason was off to go and look at them. well seems like timberrock decided they didnt want jason to move there. now get this. this is the place he was hired for ( Read more... )

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ilovewags August 6 2005, 16:29:15 UTC

I LOVE your icon-sorry you needed to use it today though.

_magicsocks August 6 2005, 16:32:31 UTC

awwwww thank you sweetie. you know there are days when you just want to say f*ck it all. i just want to say that to his job. how are you doing hun? *hugs*

ilovewags August 6 2005, 19:31:02 UTC

Yes, I have those kinds of days too. I'm OK. Really struggling with the guilt, and really missing my Mom. I'm at a loss of how to help my Dad. I just hate this. It isn't fair and I never though that my Mom would die. Even though she had advanced lung cancer and was told she had 6-18 months to live (she lived for 3 months after diagnosis), I just never thought she would die. Maybe it was a protective mechanism. But, I have seen people live years past thier prognosis. I just don't understand what happened and I feel like it is my fault she is dead. So in a nutshell, that is how I'm doing. I'm going nuts. Sorry for the downer and thank you so much for listening.
Jodie

_magicsocks August 14 2005, 05:50:00 UTC

i am so sorry that it took me so long to reply back. jodie hun please stop having any kind of guilt. i know its easier said than done. please understand that none of this is your fault. trust me on that. you did all you could do. i think we all get like that. but please know its not your fault. ((((((jodie)))))

senescent_soul August 7 2005, 07:29:10 UTC

I wish I knew what to tell you other than what they're doing is indeed ridiculous and unfair. I'm sorry. I hope things work out. I really do.

Love you. ♥

_magicsocks August 14 2005, 05:50:53 UTC

awwwwww im deeply touched. lol. i love you too silly nilly.

Hey cliffdawg1981 September 9 2005, 14:53:59 UTC

you complenter on my journal entry in the Dear Mom group. My dad works for the railroad in Baltimore, specfically, Norfolk Southern. He gets pissed at that too. I have thought about going to RR school.

Re: Hey _magicsocks September 9 2005, 14:56:51 UTC

hey! i thought of writing my momma a letter. i miss her so much. and let me tell you. you should go to rr school. i tell ya they have good benefits. its worth checking out. id love to work in the office of the rr. and i have to admit i do like trains. but check it out sometime hun. it may turn out to be something you really like.

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_magicsocks August 2 2007, 04:31:06 UTC

Sure thing. Thank you for the invite. :)