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Nov 14, 2004 20:50

i just spent 7 and a half hours at the hospital at the request of Dr. Steiger, to acheave what? nothing i didn't already know, i will not throw large books at my psychiatrist....

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lovekins November 14 2004, 18:42:04 UTC
what happened?! what spurred that decison? you ok? =*( sorry hun..

-jasmine.

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_love_my_ana_ November 14 2004, 19:47:17 UTC
Well I am on the waiting list to get into treatment for my ED at the local ed clinic. Dr stieger is the head of the unit, and when i asked him if there was anything i could do to speed up the wait, he sugested i get a psych assesment. I know i want to get better, of course i also want to lose as much weight before going in and yes i am insane.

so there was not really anything that spurred the dicision to get better other than that is the general direction i am going on paper in the hospitals, mean while i am destrouing my body.

at the moment starving myself is my way of dealing while i wait for help learning how to deal.

i'm ok, just tired and frustrated. not unusual for me though.
<3
Anna-Kate

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lovekins November 14 2004, 20:05:50 UTC
when i said spurred the decison i meant what spurred your doctors decsion to put you in the hospital =*(. please be careful until you get in.. ok.. you are so small you cant just waste away.. =*(. your too beautiful and intelligent to be wasted into a complete walking corpse.. and i am especially directing that twoards your brain.. if you starve too long your brain might get too terrible =*(.i dont want you to forget everything you cherish in this world.. and all things beautiful.. please hang in there.. youll get there.. and i cant wait until they accept you! damn these hospitals.. keep a smile.. sorry you spent 7 hours in there x.x

<3 jas

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_love_my_ana_ November 14 2004, 20:22:19 UTC
thanks hun ... i was just needing to vent, i'm sure sooner or later i'll get in.

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lily222 November 14 2004, 19:15:09 UTC
How are you feeling? I'm sorry hun, I know it must have been horrible. I hate doctors and have a blood phobia ( ironic for a cutter, eh?). Get some sleep tonight, everything looks better in the morning. Remember that everyday brings a new chance happiness.

If you really want to toss books at someone there is my therapist. I wouldn't mind! Take care hun, and feel better....
lily

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_love_my_ana_ November 14 2004, 19:52:40 UTC
whoa for a second i was confused... then i remembered, i just added you recently b/c you said i look like Audry Hepburn (((loving you for that!)))

that is ironic for a cutter to have a blood phobia... i like looking at the nurses take my blood, and i used to enjoy watching the blood bead-up or gush from my arm... yeh i know that is sick, i don't get off on that anymore, and i don't cut anymore either.

i wont throw books at anyone... it's a bit of a joke, i tend to bark loud and never bight.
Anna-Kate

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