wonder

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i wonder...or in a sense it amazes me that people can be so focused on certain ideals, and be so insistent and believe so much in what ideals or way of goverment, or how the world is run, that they are right. when i am faced with a political or religious discussion in any matter my brain scatters and all i can grasp are these random phrases

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[fatirishkid_]

i am sorry to intrude on a journal of someone i do not really know. i occasionally check the friend entries of people on my friend list. it just so happens that we both have mark listed. this is Joe by the way

broken china bowl

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i dont mind that you commented. if i didnt want people to comment i would disable the comment bar thing. that night was a bit weird for me. i was a bit scattered that day and have been for a while recently. your conversation isnt what triggered that joural entry....it was a part of it...but mostly it had alot to do with relgioious stuff. just alot of thinking has been going on and i hate being ignorant about things. im actually not that ignorant its just u have this thing were i dont retain information for long periods of time. yah im smart i got staright a's my senior year and i read ALOT. like 3 or 4 books a week but at the same time most of that information just leaves me. maybe if i wrote it down because im so much bettetr at writting. im not good at expressing myself and my views out loud. its always been better to do it throuh writing. yah im interested in reading any books you want to show me. im not promising anything because i dont retain information for very long. but yah i had fun talking i just wish i was better expressing

[fatirishkid_]

retaining information is not important. but the minute you find something that strikes your interest, it will stay with you. it is just a matter of finding something that strikes a nerve inside of you. but it is almost a better thing to be unsure about things, because then you are open to more viewpoints. i am so stuck in my ethics and ideals that it is almost impossible for me to be open to other ideas with anything other than passing interest.

at this point, i would lend you a book or two, but then i think it would almost be a bad thing. i would feel like i am trying to force something on you. preaching and forcing are lame.

sorry for writing so much shit here. i am a long winded person. if you ever need to get in contact with me (although i can not imagine why you would...) you are welcome to give me a call: 7767879...but again, i can not think of a situation where that information would be useful.

J.Kelly

computer convos

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interesting way of communicating. i dont believe that you are forcing any of your theories or beliefs on me. i dont mind hearing other peoples ideas. its better that way lol cause then i have more stuff to think about. so yah maybe a book would be okay. dont feel as if your preaching. unless of course you suddenly morph into my pastor then i think your okay. ive had alot of things stike me over the years but still its hard to remember it unless its written down. i suppose in a sense if you got a bunch of people together and they all talked about their theories and beliefs and othet theory and belifes theyve heard of there would still be a long list of things still left un talked about. people are interesting because some are so open and some are so set that they run you over when you try to talk....ive met alot of them but hey you havent done that yet. Later