i'd be interested to know which it is. if it's that you don't want to leave a place like nz or if it's that you don't want to come back home. it seems like a big difference.
maybe it's a little of both.
it's so amazing that you've had this experience. you're so lucky. maybe you worry you'll never get to go back?
Cindi is right. Don't come home, until you figure it out. Don't come back and be unhappy about being back. Usually you seem happy about being home. Do you remember the picture on your computer? The one that is of your desk. You told me that you put it on your laptop when you felt homesick. If you don't feel homesick, don't come home. I miss you and love you. If you need me to do anything to help you stay, let me know. Chicken Roll might miss you.
I really think it's both. There are so many things I want to change about my life there, and there was such a feeling of home about certain places here. Maybe it was just a place where I finally felt calm, not anxious at all, and like *me*, for the first time in a long time.
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maybe it's a little of both.
it's so amazing that you've had this experience. you're so lucky. maybe you worry you'll never get to go back?
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