"Cor, you know what you mean to me, he said the things to you because he knew that would hurt you more than death. I am lost without you and wish you would please just let me show you that."I hear his muffled voice say those words, outside the bathroom door. I wanted to open the door so bad but, something was stopping me. Angelus's words echoed ( Read more... )

I catch Willow as she faints, then take her across to the couch and lay her out. Quickly I run to the kitchen and pour a glass of water, then take it back to her ( Read more... )

I'm ready ( Read more... )

Eventually I cried myself to sleep in Jenny's lap. I didn't understand the mix of emotions I was feeling and I didn't understand why this had happened to me, but as much as they told me it wasn't my fault, I felt it was. I felt like somehow I made Angel come into my room, or maybe if I had done the deinviting spell right, or any number of other ( Read more... )

Can we kill him? Willow’s question was honest and direct. The tips of my fingers carefully stroked her beautiful red tresses as she cuddled close. A small smile danced across my lips, this was her first and only attempt at comfort that I’d seen. I felt special that she had reached out to me. I closed my eyes to burn the memory of this on my soul, ( Read more... )

Watchin’ him walk, at times hell he was almost prissy. I wasn’t gonna have a prissy watcher, after all I had well a rep and I was gonna meet the great B’ one of these days ( Read more... )

I hated this, Willow was pulling away from us and Buffy was angry. I wanted to help her kill the bastard that did this to Willow, but I couldn't bring myself to go after him. Not when Joyce needs protecting also ( Read more... )

My lips brushed his stubbly cheek, I smiled as he left. He was worried, he wasn’t as fastidious as he normally was with his body, but he was distracted ( Read more... )

Things couldn't get worse...atleast that is what I keep telling myself as I sit here wondering why we never killed Angelus before this. I couldn't believe what Joyce was telling me, she was telling me that she thinks Angelus did more than just torture Willow. This can't be happening ( Read more... )

I watched as Angel and Darla walked away. The temptation was to follow them, because I knew that precious little Darla wanted to get away from me, from us, so that she could spend time with her precious Angelus, and it was almost worth it to just follow them and start a fight ( Read more... )