The Night Before

[cordiechase]

After Xander dropped me off, I said my goodnights to mom and dad and headed straight to my bedroom. I knew I was safe here. I took a shower and put on my silk red mid-thigh nightgown. I laid down in bed and tried my hardest to sleep.

--dream

Angelus snuck up behind me at The Bronze flirting with me and whispering in my ear. He made me shiver

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[cordiechase]

"Sorry, I didn't mean to. It just felt so good", I moaned.

"I love you too", I hissed as he kissed me lower.

He pulled my nightgown up. All I had on were my panties. No bra. I think I see drool forming on the right side of his mouth.

"Xander", I moan. I grab his hair and hold him at my breast.

[seerxander]

I look her in the eyes my hand on her cheek

"I don't want you to do anything you don't want to. I love you far too much to make you do something for me when I can take a cold shower or..well yeah the other"

I said softly

"I can't lose you Cordy, you are the best thing that has ever happened in my life."

[cordiechase]

I put my arms around Xander. "You're not going to lose me, Xander. I promise", I say as I kiss him deeply.

"Maybe you're right. We should wait", I say softly to him, hoping he wouldn't be disappointed. "It's not that I don't want to do it, but I think we should reserve that for a special day", I smile.

"Just don't, you know... I rather you take a nice cold shower and come back to bed with me. We have an early morning tomorrow at school", I kiss him again. "I love you so much, Xander".

I hope he wasn't mad at me. I'm just tired. It's nothing he did. I want to do it. Maybe, tomorrow night? My parents leave for Europe tomorrow, again. Hmmm, maybe I can have Rosa help me cook dinner for him tomorrow night. I smile inwardly.

[seerxander]

I kiss her once more then leave the room. Ok so both a cold shower and taking care of business..yes that would have to be it.

"I will be back."

I said as I walked into the bathroom and shut the door turning on the shower so she doesn't hear me.