Its weird how just one person can put a smile on your face…just by talking to them. Im feeling like shit becoz I think Im coming down with something, but Im in a good mood…I haven’t felt like this in a while..Its good :)

I never really got on with girls for the simple reason that girls are bitches, we are vindictive and mean, and we know where to stab the knife so it hurts more. We know how to fake friendships and smiles and how to go behind your "best friends" back and gossip about their most inner secrets.

Sure there are the few girls out there who are true to ( Read more... )

Well, how much has happened since I last posted!!  I’ve seriously been thru so many emotions over the last two weeks, I never thought that you could go from feeling so high to dropping so low and just wishing everything would end, or at least stop for a while till you got your head sorted.  I think most of my emotions after that was me lying to ( Read more... )

I really wish sometimes that I could read minds sometime, or perhaps just have a natural intuition of what someone was thinking ( Read more... )

Well I think Im sticking to a sort of monthly update…which is really good for me coz I don’t really get up to a hell of a lot ( Read more... )

Ack!! Its been a while…oops ( Read more... )

Gods Im bored.....

~Sighs~

Well I started my new job last week Wednesday. Very happy here, the girl that is training me (Maggie) is very nice, we get on really well. She even took me out last friday and got me very very drunk ( Read more... )

Again I am looking for another job, its only been two months. Im wondering if I am being punished for something. So yet again, Im falling towards depression...yay...I havent eaten in weeks, Ive started cutting myself again...so basicly Im falling to pieces.

Sometimes its hard not to just end it all...

Well here I am again, updating my journal...and believe it or not but I have NOTHING to say....except perhaps that if I dont start putting in serious time doing my studies I am going to fail badly ( Read more... )