Melancholy and the Infinite Finite Sadness

[_kataomoi_]

Last night before work, I got this sudden heaping *clump* of blues and melancholy on my brain. I also switched back to Cherry Gelato lipgloss (maybe because I like how it makes my skin look a touch paler and me look more like a porcelain doll, idfk *shrug*) to try turning it around

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[snapes_mistress]

Wow, dig that old-skool play pen with the metal frame! Ha ha.

[_kataomoi_]

I know, right? Kids today are such wussies, wanting to keep their fingers in case they do what I was doing, stick their finger in a bending joint, but are clumsy and topple it over but also, as if plastic can't do the same XD

[belledewinter]

This girl sounds lovely, maybe you can make friends with her. Hey, maybe she can help you make it through. *hug*

[_kataomoi_]

I'm scared to do so. More and more people at work that I feel comfortable saying more than two words to (three is a lot) are either quitting, transferring (to another store or shift), or getting fired. I'm getting lonelier than anything and I'll be leaving eventually, too, so I'm tired of getting attached to anyone and then them being ripped away from me.

I'm very frustrated about it, and will be posting about it tomorrow, probably, but... sigh. It bothers me.