So today was pretty lame, basically just felt sorry for my self all day. I hate that, I hate feeling like I have it so hard. Honestly I know things could be worse, but I just feel like things are always bad, I hate it ( Read more... )

So I pretty much stay sad ( Read more... )

Less than 24 hours until I get to see my christopher. Its a shame my mother is FORCING my to go to school tomorrow. So I can`t even be at the airport when he gets off his flight. I hate my mother sometimes ( Read more... )

So I had a steer show this weekend. It was the most fun ever. I hung out with my cool new friends, Ryan, Justin, and the foti girl (lol.) I got to miss school on friday because we had to check in at like 10, but I had to get up at 4:15am so it wasn`t so great. Saturday was the big show, I got 3rd, out of 20. Not so bad, but not so good either. ( Read more... )

After you die...
Reincarnated as Yourself

After death, you will be reborn again as yourself. You will live the same life, unbeknownst to you. However, you will have vivid moments of déjà vu, as you probably have now.


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Let me take you down kuz I`m going to strawberry fields ( Read more... )

Well its about 3:45am, and I`m pretty tired. Brittney and Dayna were over till like 3:00 so I had to stay up. Idk even know what to say. I thought I had all kinds of important stuff on my mind but its mostly about a guy.

I`m crushing so hard, its so sad.

<3 jessica

Last night was SO fun
But Tonight was SO much more fun♥
I`m pretty much a horrible kid/person. My new friends are pretty awesome people. I Love who I hang out with. I love everything we do, and everywhere we go. We do the funnest stuff ever, and we go the coolest places ever. Still, knowing how much trouble I get into with them I`m gonna stop ( Read more... )

So I never update anymore. This could be because lack of computer use, or the fact that recently I got life. More importantly I want to talk about all this silly labeling my so called "friends" are doing to me. Just the other day one of my black friends called me a "freak" because I was listening to Chiodos, and to a black guy thats what a freak ( Read more... )

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