I fucked a girl the other day 14 hrs after I met her. She's a neighbor and now we hang out regularly...I had a dream she would tell me it couldn't happen again and then yesterday she told me just like in the dream only slightly different. In the moment she told me we should do it every day but you can't trust bitches ( Read more... )

So as usual I'm supposed to have something to say but seem to be without the syllables to quite discern it--even that doesn't make perfect sense ( Read more... )

I've been sifting through old journals because I needed to know what I was feeding a friend, but now, as I look back I begin to understand the things I've done and the reasons behind them. I have no recollection of many entries...I don't know when or why I wrote them (outside of the date and time stamp and the context within). I just know that ( Read more... )

I honestly feel as if a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. When you burn the bridges to places you should never have rightly gone, nothing but open waters remain beneath. And now that those rusty old death traps have been so indelicately removed, I see nothing but the light as it pours over the gentle waves running through the rivers of my ( Read more... )

Cruelty is cheap. And even if it were to function as you intend, it won't be worth it when you're cruel and caddy demeanor leave you utterly alone.

Yeah so the people you thought were your best friends turned out to be worthless sacks of nothingness and those you thought of as your family disintegrated under the weight of being more alone than they could ever realize ( Read more... )

I meet a girl I think I like and then she turns out to be crazy ( Read more... )

I want to so bad ( Read more... )

I've written nothing about the time I spent in the bathtub filled with my own blood and fueled by rainy days and lost love--of all sorts ( Read more... )

I look at pictures of me crying on her couch and I remember the smell of that apartment, the way it felt to be broken up with, and the way it felt to be loved by someone...understood by someone...in a way a girlfriend could never be ( Read more... )