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Jul 24, 2005 16:19


No one knows how I feel. Not even my friends. I am tired, I am sick, I am stressed. I am ugly. I am alone. I don't know what to do. And when I needed someone no one was ever there. I hate my self. I hate the person I am ever will be and who i have become. I never wanted this life. I’m not interesting. I’m not a snowflake. I’m not anything but a ( Read more... )

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oops_love July 24 2005, 23:29:22 UTC
I'm sorry you feel like this.
Everyone, at lest me, feels like this once in a while
I hope it gets better ♥

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connie_chung July 25 2005, 00:18:22 UTC
I read your away message about TJ and I just sobbed... uncontrollably. I cry every night because I miss SamSam (_artofbreathing) so much. I don't think he's alive anymore, I've lost that sense of hope. And I just sob and scream into my pillow at night. Why did he abandon me? Why did he leave me here all alone in the world? I feel like I can't go on without him, that I don't have that strength and will to take the next step because he won't be there to see it. I still send text messages to his phone in hopes he'll respond someday. I never get a response, nothing. And everything reminds me of him. I lay in bed and cuddle against my pillow pretending it's him. Pretending he's watching me lay there and taking care of me. God I miss him... I miss him so much ( ... )

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4letterlie_x3 July 25 2005, 00:56:08 UTC
I feel like that right now...

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pheonixslayer July 25 2005, 03:42:26 UTC
You don't need to stand out amongst the crowd to be someone...if that was the case then there wouldn't be anyone.

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boo_you_whore July 27 2005, 22:11:43 UTC
i love you, lyd. please don't be sad. i'll be your reason to live (if you get really desperate)

oxoxoox

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