I guess I'm just not the type of person that has everything work out.
I can honestly say that's my own fault.
I can't help being scared. Really scared.

I felt like I was snowed in last night. Hm, maybe because I pretty much was. And tonight just sucks.

I'm getting sick of this damn journal.

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW (= That's always a plus

Okay cool.

Goood weekend :) I love long weekends. I hate school. and Driver's Ed.

So tonight better be good.
Ohmygod.
It just better be.
Maybe make things a LITTLE less beige/mellow? HAHA.
*BIG SIGH*
Maaaybeee.

blah.
i need.. something.
not quite sure what that 'something' is.

Snooowww daaayy :) I took full advantage and slept until 11:30. So good ( Read more... )

Maybe instead of crying and being like this I should find out why I just can never seem to make things completely right. I don't know.

The hang-ups

And the heartbreaks
Get you past

So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there
If you ever feel loved or needed
Just remember that you're one of the lucky ones

I promise this is the last one.

I've kissed someone;

on the cheek
on the lips
on their hands or fingers
in my room
in their room
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex
younger than me
older than me
with jet black hair
with gray hair
with curly hair
with blonde hair & blue eyes
with flaming red hair.
shorter than me
taller than me
with a lip ring
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Newww Yeearrr's Eevveeee. It better be good. Ahh.

01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives (black ones)
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses (sometimes)
07. I love to play video games -old school ones!
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies ( ( Read more... )

SO good to be home. Got home at 1 Monday morning. A full 3 hours later than we were supposed to and I couldn't sleep so I watched A Walk to Remember on ondemand and cried like a baby. Eventually fell asleep at 6 haaaa then got up at 11. Sweet. lol ( Read more... )

Okay, everyone that's been text messaging me and thinks I'm ignoring them, I'm nottt. My phone's being super gay and not letting me respond to anyone. So sorrry. Blah I need a new one. So Merry Christmas to everyone that sent me one ( Read more... )