on april 24, it snowed, i graduated high school, and started a better life

i've decided when i live on my own, or with other people, i am making sure i have a monster trampoline in my backyard

i have broken many rules

(1) internet
(2) friends
(3) boy
(4) sneak boy into house (he has super spidey climbing powers)
(5) phone
(6) olivia
( (7) photos and post them )

you always end up having a good time when you end up in a waffle house.

i am sad.
i missed pax imperia last night.
i miss them a lot.

wordsearch is not as enjoyful with out a mouse.
someone catch me a fuzzy grey mouse please.
a clean one.
dirt is for floors.

i can't talk about
why i feel so
icky
and it makes me
feel so much more
icky

i was doing so well.

i keep telling everyone i don't think about it anymore.
when that couldn't be any more of a lie.
it's the only thing i've thought about all day.

ps. i wish i didn't burden you so much.

i feel stupid.