I just need to write something

[_elephants]

I haven't written in such a long time but yesterday was the dreaded day

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[die_adore_her]

that made me feel like i know you better than ever.
and it makes me sad because i hate it when my friends hurt.

at the same time i envy you because it seems like you had such an amazing relationship with your grandma. i never had one and it makes me feel like im missing out.

if anything, be happy and gratiful that that relationship did exist. dont think about what she will miss, think about all that she saw.

i know nothing anyone will say will make anything better but know i'm truly sorry for your loss and im thinking of you.

i love you elsa

[_elephants]

thank you so much mallory

that means a lot

and it's just hard to not be selfish and want them back

but i'm trying

and i know i'll feel better after this weekend is over

and i hope everything is alright with you in your life

<3 love you mal

[aftermidnight12]

mary elsa keller,

i read this and sobbed the entire time.
i could just feel all your emotion and i just wanted to be there for you during this time.
it made me realize how precious time is and how it should never be wasated. i noticed all the little details about your grandmother and that made me smile bc i am so happy that you at least have thoughs great memories with you for forever, your grandmother lives through thoughs memories... she is there everytime they are thought of.
i hope this weekend is wonderful for you, not wonderful joyous but wonderful as in wonderful closing and opening, wonderful memories remembered, wonderful connections, wonderful emotions finally let out.
i love you so much elsa, i will be thinking of you all weekend and i am hoping for you the best in the world

i am here any time...day night...always and forever

[snowbordinfosho]

this made me cry.
b/c i so vividly know what it is like..
i guess the worst part is just knowing that their gone..gone forever, that's such a weird, and unfair concept to me.

i didnt know what to feel either..i still dont. i'm afraid im doing something wrong, if that makes sense?

but you two seemed to have an awesome relationship..and I guess just thinking of the good times cherishes their memory.

we'll see them again, and i can't wait. <3
love you, call me if you want someone to cry to../with. <3!

[takemybrethaway]

hey els.. i just want you to know that i'm here if you need me to listen or just to talk with and i would say i know what you are going through but i wasnt as close with my grandma as you seem to be. but i love you so much and i'm here if you ever need anything.
<33 paigeypoo