Frozen in Time

[_eikcaj_]

For the past 8 months I've been living in a haze, a dream world, a life where I felt simultaneously out of place yet at the same time became so intertwined with my new identity. I let myself completely spiral out of control into this person whom I despised yet couldn't, and wouldn't change. I could barely even look at myself, much less love myself

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[_johnboy]

I'm really sorry to hear about this, Jackie, but I really admire that you're 53 days recovering now. Congratulations on making it this far!

If you ever need a break or just want a vacation or a place to get away from the routine for awhile, you're welcome to come stay with me in Boulder. I've got a spare bedroom that can be put to your use for as long as you'd wish.

Things will change, and continue to change. You've got the ability to mold things how you want them to be - sometimes it just takes time to get it to set properly. Just remember that this too will pass and change, and probably for the better. You've come so far in 23+ years of life, and you've got a long way to go yet, and the springtime of feeling will come again.

Keep hanging in there.

Love,
John

[_eikcaj_]

Thanks John...I am just trying to take things one day at a time for now. But I'm doing ok overall.