"we're victims of a cycle that favors others and makes light of our feelings. it goes so far as to mock them by encouraging us to feel too much for too little of a person, then throwing it all away if we're not good enough, although we keep hoping that the opposite is true. this cycle favors other girls, it does not favor us. "

i'm trying to enjoy this summer and 'life' to the fullest, but nothing is really fulfilling anymore. everything i used to look forward to just doesn't hold the same value to me now, it's like i'm just waiting and waiting for something more. how goddamn frustrating

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