"Windows close just like my eyelids as I'm sleeping,
Lift the blinds up slowly, let the night in.
We've begun to work things out again.
There's no other way around it.
Windows close just like your ear drum, as I'm saying,
Lets forget those things I did this winter.
We've begun to work things out again,
There's no other way around it."

i think that you should know:

i haven't done anything stupid. i'm still here. not quite waiting for you, but at the same time, i'm not moving on. i don't think i love you.

i know i do.

wouldn't you believe it...

i didn't do anything wrong this time.
a bunch of misunderstandings and i still get the raw end of the deal.

killing me.

i can't handle it.

poofy eyes.
i can't believe i actually deleted my myspace.
i can't believe i have so many enemies.
i can't believe i lost the love my life.and probably to someone else ( Read more... )

i'm content. sometimes a little frustrated with myself, but for the most part i am "okay." i've been a terrible pessimist. sorry. i'm trying to be more optomistic. ahahaha. alright. so, everyone has problems right? its a thing you have to deal with. i'm not going to dwell on anything stupid. i love JESUS. and no not Jesus Christ our "savior" i mean ( Read more... )

i want my fucking movie baccck.


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i'm tired of the same routine. i'm tired of the same school. i'm tired of the same people i have to confront every single day ( Read more... )

i waste too much time posting meaningful entries...
that no one reads.

i'm tired.

goodbye.

for a while at least...

I'm getting better at this; adapting to change, and in turn, changing myself. I've always been afraid of things, afraid of changes, but I've become a better person. I can say that I'm happy now. I can say that I really only have eyes for Jesus. I could give a shit less about anyone person that crosses my path. Maybe I'm just being naive. Honestly, ( Read more... )

you control me
i am your slave.

oh man.
i had a good time tonight.
too bad i didnt get to stay to see all of despised icon.
is it weird that i actually kinda wanted to see them?
especially since i dont listen to them
ah, its the hype.

oh well.

i'm sleepy.