yesterday = day from hell

Jun 25, 2005 13:40

i babysat a 5 year old and a 9 month old that i had never met before ( Read more... )

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essencedespair June 26 2005, 01:22:18 UTC
Hey Roxy ( ... )

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.....ok _deathofme_ June 26 2005, 03:39:03 UTC
if you really wanna talk to me...i live in davison. But my past friends have l;ied to me so please be up front with me. you seem like the kind of guy who wouldnt be single so tell me now before i get attached to you.

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Re: .....ok essencedespair June 26 2005, 14:26:07 UTC
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lol no one has ever said that to me. no one has ever said i seem like that. hmmmm. well, i do happen to be taken, and have no desire to ruin any of that. i just want to try and help you. i dunno, i feel like its my responsibility to help people in need, and you sound like your in need.

sometimes it isn't a bad thing to need to be attached to something, or someone. like your attached to things like alcohol or cutting, find something you can attach yourself to that helps you in positive ways. like, religion, maybe a relationship. i dunno. im sure you can find ways to outlet the problems in other ways. usually what i would do is write poetry, which i see you do. i want to be an author, so its like... a natural talent. what positive natural talents do you have?

Hope to be able to talk to you soon

Best wishes

Matthew

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sorry. lincoln_ablaze June 26 2005, 03:35:05 UTC
You don't know me and I don't know you...it's only by chance I ran into your journal. Feel free to delete this or ignore it or whatever.

But cutting alone is a pretty big cry for attention and help and then writing about it in a livejournal is even more so. Are you doing this to make yourself feel better or something? Or do you really want to die?

Given, I don't know your story and i don't need to know, but if you you might as well get some help or something. Life's only as bad as you make it. But if you really want to die then I think you could actually go about doing it instead of this.

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Re: sorry. _deathofme_ June 26 2005, 03:43:26 UTC
i do it becuase i get do uppset and sad that alli can think of is death then i think of the people who would be sad if i died and so i cut so i dont die.

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Re: sorry. lincoln_ablaze June 26 2005, 03:47:21 UTC
quite understandable, but there are better ways to handle being depressed but it's your life. I'm not here to rid the world of negative thoughts. I just hope things get better tolerable for you.

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Re: sorry. _deathofme_ June 26 2005, 04:00:45 UTC
my life is never tolorable becuase i always have to come home.

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