sad news. i dont get to see my satchel untill the end of july becuase his stupid brother wont drive him down here:(. its so sad. i miss him soo much! i love you!

i had drivers ed, yet again today. after that i went to my last day of tryouts and i believe i did well this time. i will get my call tomorrow. im excited. after soccer i met stephanie at ultrazone and a lot of her friends were there. i didnt really know anybody. the guys and i conversed a wee bit. after a while we got bored and started playing tag ( Read more... )

look what i found when i was going through an old journal ( Read more... )

looky!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY ( Read more... )

today i had drivers ed then i chilled with alex alex seth and some other dude. it was pretty cool.

we are fucking dead. holy mother fucker. please please please let me not die!!!!!!

ohhhhhh mannnnnnn!

Many a morning hath he there been seen,
With tears augmenting the fresh morning dew.
Adding to clouds more clouds with his deep sighs;
But all so soon as the all-cheering sun
Should in the furthest east begin to draw
The shady curtains from Aurora's bed,
Away from the light steals home my heavy son,
And private in his chamber pens himself,
Shuts up his ( Read more... )

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i woke up at 10 cuz i had a dentist app. then i went strait from that to drivers ed. when that was finished i went strait to soccer tryouts which were almost 3 hours long. im so fucking tired. i want to crawl into a hole and sleep and never wake up unless its to see you.

uhg, i fucking feel like shit. i forgot to take my pills, i had a wonderfull night and now im on a huge downfall. i feel like i dont even want to be alive. i feel like... i dont know.. not right? bad, lonely, fucked up, stupid, ugly, hated, hurt,.. i want to go to sleep and never wake up. goodbye.