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[_cl0se_t0_me_]

i havent wrote anything in this for a while.

i guess its because my life was changing soo much that i had to sit down and look around and take a breather

life
new years eve, you would think my bad habits would stop but they havent. here i am admitting i have a problem and the only one that can help is myself.

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME I HATE

Comments

[nelladoll]

Im sorry about everything youve gone through :[ your a very strong girl for putting up with it all. I admire that...you shouldnt hate yourself because your brilliant, and theres so much to love you for. TAke care of yourself lovely.

<3
Nella

[leftmeheartless]

boohoo, wimp.

[ifnotwinter]

you seem angry.
anything i could help you with?
would you like to talk sometime?

[poisonedbylove]

"the only one that can help is myself."

i dont know if i agree with that statement. i think we were put here for relationships. not just boyfriend-girlfriend relationships,but every kind of relationship. i think one of the things that gets us through our trials such as depression, physical abuse, divorce....all that crap, is the relationships we have with the people who care about us more than anyone else. and on top of that, our relationship with Christ. i care about you, and i am always here to get you through anything des, but i'm not going to shove my advice down your throat, i wait for you to ask me for help. but otherwise, i love you, and that's what i can do to help you, is love you.

i'm here.

[iamtehnookie]

I think you'll live a long time. don't say that.

I know it all seems bad but you should think about the good things you have right now. I know it sounds cheesy but you do have a lot to live for still. you can give yourself a better life and learn new things so you don't feel like you hate yourself. you can be the way you want to be.

I'm always here you know. we don't talk or anything but I was waiting for you to unpdate. I was wondering how you were doing.

<3