I just realized two things.

I like my boys to be men.

And I like my men to be unavailable. Which leaves me in a pickle.

I really wish I could update this with everything that has been going on, but I'd sooner write a novel.

I really don't want to change this much.

Seriously. Guys are dumb. I'm sick of the promises. Just tell me you want to have sex and be done. That way no one gets hurt.

That's it. I'm moving out on the first. I found a place in TO. Peace out ( Read more... )

I realize that I'm a lonely miserable sad little bitch without her anti depressants, but fuck. I can't even take them because my body rejects them. I've rejected everything lately.

It's ironic that it's going to be about the last time I see most people, but I'm seeing them more than I have before. I turned, not popular exactly, but into something ( Read more... )

Wow.

Hello shitty life.

Stupid stupid song. I have a "date/undate" this weekend. I want to go, but I don't want to go ( Read more... )

I'm scared.

I don't know what is going on with me right now.

Everyone is "super stoked" for graduation. I'm not. I am scared beyond belief. I just want to have another couple of years. I'm not ready.

I really really miss last year.