happiness. I hope it stays.

I'm officially brunette.

mysterious chocolate goddess! lol :P
sara too!

all I want for my birthday is a vintage playboy magazine collection

today I got paid and went shopping and spent my whole paycheck lol. I got some nice stuff:) I'm getting really excited for the warm weather. I need to start going tanning soon. but I feel so shitty about myself lately. I feel like a fat ugly blob. ugh. I'm sick of life lately. I guess that's all.

patrick got me no doubt tickets for my birthhdayyy!:D it was supposed to be a surprise but it kindof got ruined. I'm sooo excited!!! June 11th at the acc.. it's gonna be so fun:)

I have an interview at sterling today, a shoe store in the pen. hopefully I'll get it. it'll be nice to work somewhere a little more interesting while I plan for my future. plus I'll get a discount on shoes! haha

valentines day was soooo good. it was so much better than I thought it even could be:) my boyfriend is so amazing and I'm so lucky and spoiled. I've never been treated so good or had someoone do something so amazing for me. I'm so in love and happy. :D<3

I'm starting to get way too excited for valentines day:)!

I have so many conflicting thoughts in my mind all the time. which is probably one of the main reasons for my insomnia. sometimes I wish I could just turn off all the thoughts in my mind for just an hour or two so I could feel some peace for a bit. I'm constantly thinking, even when I'm sleeping. my daily thoughts always have a way of showing up in ( Read more... )

things are good. christmas was exactly what I wanted it to be. newyears was good too. and I'm happy with where I'm at personally. I finally feel like I'm moving forward and not just staying in one place. I've grown a lot as a person in the last four or five months, which is good. I'm looking forward to what's to come and just being happy and living ( Read more... )