all right. things were looking up. last weekend was awesome.
i (a cop, actually) found my camera. i did all the work
that was due monday. my portfolio was looking pretty okay.
but then it kind of fell to pieces.

good things:
AP art portfolio is finished on friday. 
all my slides are being processed right now.
ap english is almost over.
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okay.
so in the next few months
i need to:
finish my AP portfolio.
i think i have 4 more pieces i need to do fully.
i guess that's not so bad.
but it's due in about a week and a half.

i also need to fix my phone.

and buy a new camera
since mine is now being used for some
middle schooler's myspace photos.

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i'm on the verge of exploding.

i have a lot of things to say.
some of them, you probably won't believe.
if you do believe them, you will most likely
think that i am insane.
i wish i could speak my mind without
destroying every relationship i have.

this is probably gonna last more than a weekend.

i need to give up.
and start over.
i'm so sorry.

i may have spoken too quickly when i 
dismissed the new brand new album.
i actually am in love with it.

i am also in love with the fact that 
i have a three day week.
senior year is nearly over.
thank fucking god.

i love almonds.

milk was a bad choice.

good night.

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So I need a camera, really badly.

i hope someone finds mine.
or
i hope i can buy another cheap one.
it just has to work.
i have no means to take reference photos now.

people should not be busy today.
and i shouldn't have to clean the entire house.
balls.

why am i not seeing blades of glory right now?
why is endless entertainment not on cassadaga?
oh  and why do i have school tomorrow?
not fair.

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