today's mode is:

boredom-the state of being weary and restless through lack of interest.

...i miss being active

sweet scents of gardenia,
covered in white velvet
in sinking warm water.

staring into a subtle flame,
almost harmless it seems...
emotions escape into dim light.

lathered and fragile,
free from the outside inpurity...

lost in the poetry of relaxation...

there is not one morning that goes by that being in their presence would not tempt them to argue with me...why is it that hard to get along?!! why can't we all have atleast ONE decent conversation?!! im so fed up with this...and it's not like im not trying to make things work- i am trying, i've being trying for as long as i could remember...but ( Read more... )

it is completely useless to think that one day you'll stop being inconsiderate...is it really that hard to understand me ( Read more... )

For some odd reason i keep having continuos nightmares-they feel so real...i can't control them.

Im scared of that moment, when my eyes are filing sleep and my body grows restless-the moment when i can't fight sleep and im on my way to live another nightmare...

i don't feel safe in my sleep...

This weekend so far blows! I had plans to go skimming on saturday morning before work, but it just happened to be that i had no board to skim with b.c of some stupid reason...so my day started off horrible-it ended up being that the person who had the board didn't even go to the beach..hmmm, this all so interesting ( Read more... )

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i just found out a group of guys broke into my cousin's house last night ( Read more... )

so school has been out for 2 weeks now, i think...i have not progressed in my summer reading and assignments. That's something i have to get started ASAP. I have not hit the beach yet, but im going to in a couple of minutes yay!!! Hopefully, i go every saturday before work, since that's the only time rick and i can actually go together ( Read more... )

another lonely night I got to race the clock...