& often times, trying not to panic, we'd close our eyes and take a breath, skin would ellude to shivers, not from the plunging temperature but from stars diving headlong into rivers, from fear. fear of drowning in glistening lights; fear of the moon frowning down on its fallen sentinels vindictively. taking things for granted is far too easy ( Read more... )

work. good. pretty fun actually, scooping ice cream and working cash register, not bad. i work with lee parfitt (!! drummer of lemonsoul - local band, awesome) and dan vidmar (!! lead singer of lemonsoul!). lee....agh. i have a big crush on him.in-car is pretty sweet. license in five days raaaghh!!!!i've been avoiding greg since i got back...i just ( Read more... )

sadly. i have returned. pictures...may be coming later.it was one of the best, by far. our days consisted of watching vh1, MANY extremely cute boys, eating ice cream, liberating wastes of time on the beach, dancing on the bed, boardwalk, fireworks the fourth at the beach...at first when we were packing up, it felt good to be coming home. twenty ( Read more... )

YES my compooper is fixed :D sorry i've been so not-around. i love you all. we had to reformat the hard drive...everything is gone. it's totally wiped out, i don't even have any music or pictures...i have to reload everything, it's crazy. so now i'm back. just in time for me to GO TO THE BEACH! tomorrow! whooot it's gonna rock the woorrllddd. ( Read more... )

EVERYBODY! okay i'm updating from my mom's work computer, my computer is completely fried by some virus...i don't know when/if it will be fixed. i'm sorry i'm neglecting eljay and haven't commented in ages. i can't get on at all at home :(
anyway summer is going great...i got a kitten!! two days ago!! and i named her hermione :D she is adorable and ( Read more... )

being alive feels so good at times like these.i got published :D well, only in acclivity (yearly art and literary magazine) but all the same. i only submitted one poem, which got in; my brother got three in and a photograph. i'm promising myself to submit more next year.today lauren and naz and i went to the pool, like it was summer. it was ( Read more... )

harry potter rocked the world :Dgreggie: don't get mad at me for saying this but...i kinda really like you a lot
me: aw greg how could i get mad at you for saying that. i wasn't sure, with all the rumors and such...oh, i like you too
greggie: okay good
me:man i feel like such a twelve-year-old
greggie: i know the feeling...okay well i'll call you. now ( Read more... )

eleven. days. left.
it's the end of an era. cause we aren't little kids anymore.rain on memorial day = most ironic thing everwent on a "date" with greggie friday...i don't know if we're together? it's kind of funny! because i don't know! :/ hm. maybe i should find out.i don't want to sound self-pitiful but WHY DOES HARDLY ANYONE COMMENT ANYMORE!? ( ( Read more... )

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i am warning you now, there are a lot of pictures from recital under this cut.
and i mean a lot.
but they are good.( live forever...learn how to fly )