I've never been so proud of myself and felt so good... I feel healthy (thanks to quitting and my unbelievable weightloss of 12 pounds thanks to southbeach) and I'm proud of my grades (3.5 gpa so far, gonna make it a 4.0), I love my best friends, I love my boyfriend, we're done arguing, I love my parents, and I'm done arguing with them too. Its just ( Read more... )

i hate making decisions.
especially when ones i love are involved.
because either way i go, no one will end up happy.

"I want lemonade and iced tea." The overly large woman said ( Read more... )

It's not the fancy dinners or the romantic getaways or the special surprises or any of the stuff that most people expect. The best times are things like riding home from the halloween store, little sister making fart noises with her armpit and laughing at silly jokes. The best times are dressing up the dog in his superman costume and taking ( Read more... )

----- Just something I wanted to add.... I was looking back at all my journal entries about guys I've been with before, and how stupid it all is. I can't believe I put up with assholes like that for so long. It really is true, you find love when you least expect it. So here's advice for my girls ( Read more... )

Things I have to look forward to today ( Read more... )

I was a loser today. I checked everyone's away messages and all that crap that bored lonely people do. Everyone has the same thing: Some tribute to their school, their hall, and their best friends, a tribute to where they came from and their best friends there, and a stupid quote about love with their lovers initials. Everyone has it. So you know ( Read more... )

Retarded he says... we're sitting in the office at the Lu having a delightful time. I will soon go out into the bar and sing, though I have not decided on which song I will perform. Classes start a week from today and I'm actually excited. I bought my books today and learned what a total retard I am when the lady at the bookstore told me that I had ( Read more... )

I miss Jack. I miss Feather. I miss Michizzle. I miss Tampa. I miss Jessee. I miss Party of Five. I miss my icky apartment in the ghetto and my 2 cool roommates and my 1 psycho one. I miss our cockroaches. I miss ryan. I miss all my friends and I'm jealous of the crazy fall semester they're going to have and angry about the one I will miss out on ( Read more... )

excited
content
relaxed
relieved
nervous
giddy
calm
secure
beautifully

wonderfully

happy.