and just cuz your lucky and im feeling creative
standalone based on intro to stockholm syndrome
My Dearest,
I've missed you very, very much since that last night we were together
and will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come
My pen shook violently in my hand. These words needed to be said but writing them was so very, very hard. No words could express what I am I feeling right now.
I’ve been turning it over and over in my mind lately
I’ve read your last letter through at least four times
and will probably read it more times before I’m through
Your last sweet words are the only thing keeping my together, making me hold on. But they won’t for much longer, we both know that. I just can’t live without you.
I've been sitting here, looking at your picture
and getting more lonesome every minute
I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of,
except of course you, yourself
They say a picture is worth a thousand words. Then what is a face worth, a million? But I only want three, three sweet words I would die to hear from your lips once again.
I keep thinking of you darling
keep wishing I could be there with you
I want to leave in the worst possible way
So I can come home to see you but,
Things don't look so good on that subject
I want to leave in a way that will make everyone regret my existence. In a way that I can show the world the truth about me. Show them the truth about how everything they’ve said and done has affected me, affected you, affected us.
This has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess,
I’ve never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now
I’m completely lost without you darling
Which is why I am willing to do anything to be with you again, anything my darling. Words, tears, blood, life. They don’t matter anymore. The only thing that matters is you, and being with you.
I never realized I could miss any one person so much
I just hope it won’t be too much longer until I’m able to be with you again
Forever…