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[hardrock69]

Title-Falling
Rating- R
Pairing- Vam of course :)
Summary- Bam finds his true feelings when he learns Ville's secret..
Disclaimer- DO DK NH

Ch 1
Ch 2
Ch 3&4
Ch 5


I’ve never really believed in love at first sight. I never believed in soul mates, or seeing stars or feeling fireworks when you kiss someone, or feeling sparks of electricity when you touch. I never thought you could feel so perfect, so complete by just one kiss. The first kiss.

But for the first time in my 26 years, I can honestly say that I was wrong about all that stuff. I was wrong about love.

Ville’s lips against mine was a euphoric feeling all on its own. I had never felt that before, with anybody. His soft lips moved against mine perfectly...like silky lace. And I absolutely loved it.

I finally worked up enough courage to snake my tongue across Ville’s swollen bottom lip. The small throaty growl that came from him fueled my passion more. His lips parted and I glided my tongue in to his hot velvety mouth, savoring his taste of cigarettes and something uniquely him. It was almost a sweet taste that I was becoming addicted to...very fast.

I felt the soft pressure of Ville’s hands on my chest, moving up to rest on my cheeks, angling our faces so we could have better access to each other. Our tongues still glided smoothly against each other.

"What the fuck are you guys doing!" I immediately backed away from Ville, whipping my head to the door. Dunn, Raab, Dico and Rake were all there, staring in disbelief. I felt my cheeks go hot as their eyes slowly studied the two men in the tub, making out.

"Fucking queers." I heard someone muttered. That was all it took. I was out of there like no body’s business. I ran full speed past them and into my room, slamming the door behind me. What the fuck did I do? What the hell is happening to me!

I heard a few distinct yells of disapproval followed by an urgent knocking on my door. "Go away!" I yelled, stepping away from the door. The door slowly opened and Ville stood there, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion or concern, I wasn’t sure. His cheeks were dry and a little flushed. He slowly walked up to me, closing the door behind him.

"They’re drunk. They don’t know...what’s going on." he explained, stepping closer to me. I winced, stepping back, afraid of the closing space between us. How the hell am I going to explain this one? "Bam? What’s wrong?" Ville’s deep voice sent shivers down my spine and my heart into a frenzy of fast beats.

"I’m sorry..." I whispered, casting my eyes to the floor.

"For what?" He asked, his shoulders slumping forward.

"For..kissing..you. I shouldn’t have. I’m sorry." I lifted my eyes back to his, seeing the hurt and disbelief shadow the once vibrantly emerald orbs.

"Don’t." His voce cracked as he stared back into my eyes. "Don’t do that."

"Do what?" I asked confused.

"Don’t apologize. Don’t deny it. I know you felt something. Don’t pretend you didn’t!" His outburst caught me by surprise. I opened my mouth to say something, but the words got caught in my throat.

"Ville, I...I can’t do this!" I finally managed. His eyes briefly darted to the floor, then back up to mine, a determined look flashing across them. He bit his bottom lip, and closed the distance between us quickly. His hands cupped my face, his lips only millimeters away from mine. I was paralyzed by him.  His emerald eyes stared back into my sapphire ones briefly before he pressed his lips to mine hungrily, passionately.

I lost all track of time. The world seemed to stop spinning in the few moments our lips were pressed together. And that wonderful feeling of completeness, happiness...euphoria came rushing back to me tenfold.

I kept my eyes closed even when I felt Ville move away from me. I was left with the sudden cold feeling that had become all to familiar. God dammit Bam. Quit denying it. I opened my eyes, to see Ville standing a few feet away from me.

"Now tell me you didn’t feel that! Tell me you didn’t like it or want it!" I stared at him as he softly shrieked, not knowing what to say. "Tell me it meant nothing, and I’ll leave this room and never mention anything about it ever again." His voice softened and his shoulders slumped, "Tell me it meant nothing and I’ll leave you alone...forever if that’s what you want."

Dammit Bam, say something. Tell him how you feel. Tell him you want it too. Tell him! Now! I tried to force the words out of my mouth.

"Okay," Ville answered before me. His shoulders slumped even further and his eyes were glistening with tears. "Okay...that’s how you feel. I understand. I’m sorry for doing this to you." And he turned quickly, leaving my room.

No, wait. Not like this. It isn’t supposed to happen like this. I was brought back to reality when I heard the click of his door. "Wait." I whispered. I ran out my room and across the hall, grabbing the doorknob of his room and swinging the door open. Ville was sitting on the bed, his head in his hands. He lifted his head and looked at me, the tears streaming down his pale cheeks. I ran to him, kneeling in front of him cupping his face in my hands, "I do. I do want it." I breathed just before I sealed his perfect lips in a hungry kiss.

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