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May 06, 2005 13:33

I got kicked out of school for the day for acting all Bam Margera vs. Rake Yohn in Haggard tough. So yeah I got to go home so I finished part two! I'm writing part three as we speak!

Title: From Now On
Bands: H.I.M., My Chemical Romance, The Used, and Kill Hannah
Pairings: Ville/Bam (later on), Garret/Mikey, Gerard/Bert, Jess/Ryan
Rating: PG... again it will change slowly
Summary: bam gets discharged and feelings are opened up like present



“Ville Valo?” A gigantic smiled swept across Bam’s face. He was glad Ville was going to take care of him because Bam was in love with him but to scared to tell Ville he loved him. Breaking up with Jenn was the first part of heading down his path of his new life. The doctor walked out but only to bring in the love of Bam’s life. Ville ran over to Bam and hugged him tight.

“Bammie I was scared… I had to fight with your mother so they would discharge you into my care instead of hers. But of course we’ll be at your home because basically that’s where I live right now.” He smiled and let go of Bam. Ville pushed his thumb across Bam’s cheek he was so glad Bammie was ok. Ville helped him into a wheelchair. The idea of Bam in a wheelchair had made him happy but just seeing it was very uncomfortable. He didn’t want to laugh but it was possibly the funniest thing he’d heard about besides the time when Bam broke his tailbone. He pushed Bam out of the room and into the group. From what Bam could see was Gee and Bert outside sharing smokes and kisses. He wished his life could be like that with Willa Walo. Garret and Mikey had stepped out to share kisses. Bam was lonely and only wanting that up beat Finnish man who he had once told him to quit being an idiot because he thought with his heart instead of his brain. Ville stared into the group and Bam wheeled his way over to his mom. He watches him inside Ville felt very sad he watched April and Phil and Vito and everyone else get up and leave over a course of time. In that time he’d sat down and watched everyone do what he or she wanted.

“Bam I think we should be getting home because anyways I need to talk to you friend to friend” Ville addressed Bam formally. His eyes stayed focused on going out to his car and helping Bam in. Even during the drive back to Bam’s his eyes didn’t dart toward Bam. He needed to express himself to bam more than anything else yet the very thought terrified his very soul. He didn’t want to be hurt. Bam meant everything to him. As the pulled up he parked the car in the driveway and didn’t move.

“I can’t hold this back anymore I have to tell you” His deep emerald eyes seem to pierce right into Bam. “Bammie I’m in love with you I truly am and I’m sorry if you don’t love me. But I’ve loved you for so long. I almost died today when Raab called me.”

“Vil” Bam looked at him. “It’s ok I love you to but I’ve loved you for so much longer and…” He was cut off as Ville pulled him into the most passion filled kiss he’d ever received from anyone. He returned the kiss and then broke it. “We should get inside. Before Ape or fat boy Phil catches us out this late” They both smiled as Ville got out of the car and went and got the wheelchair from the trunk. He unfolded it and thought of how he and Bammie we’re going to get married and have children who were reckless. That day was very far off in Ville’s mind. He pushed the chair around and helped Bam out who was half asleep anyways. It was around two in the morning when Ville finally pushed bam all the way in. He helped Bam up the stairs to his room and watched him carefully as he walked in his room to lie down. Ville smiled.

“Can I join you Bammie? It’s awfully cold in the doorway.”
“Yes my Willa Walo can join me he’s shouldn’t be cold he could end up sick”

Ville smiled even brighter and lie down with his Bammie in bed. Their body heat connected making each other feel warm. Bam felt safe with Ville’s breath on his neck it chilled him inside of how he was enjoying this. He was definitely in love with Ville now he was his angel that had fallen from grace. Bam felt Ville’s arms go around his body and hold him close just to make sure he was safe and sound. No one could rip them apart no one. Well the feeling was mutual in Bam’s mind he place his hands on Ville’s as they both drifted off to sleep. Their dreams consisting of each other. In Bam’s mind a wonderful dream but Ville’s dream not quite the same for him. For him his dream was terrifying.
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