It's me...I'm a freak...

Mar 03, 2010 05:56

Sometimes Bam finds himself staring at an empty screen and he wonders if that’s what they’ve become - a blackened square on the tiniest form of communication either of them have. Is it really so bad that Ville won’t even message him?

Nine letters - How are you?

Eight letters - I love you.

Seven - Miss you.

Six - No more.

Five - Hurts.

Four ( Read more... )

genre:angst, genre:songfic, author:b, rating:r, author:s

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poisonxangel March 3 2010, 13:31:07 UTC
oh, god. amazing. i can't even...form a coherent comment lol. it's so powerful... and i could actually HEAR ville's voice here:
“Because I want to fight, Bam…I don’t want this person who keeps me company and reminds me love’s beautiful every now and then when they can bother to pull themselves out of their own life."
it is SO good!

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slasher48 June 6 2010, 09:11:00 UTC
Thank you. :)

Ah, yes. Irrational love, Ville's mantra, no?

I just...wanted somebody to see Bam the way I see him.

A hopeless mess...that Ville can't help but clean up.

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slasher48 June 6 2010, 09:11:53 UTC
Thank you, Cin! (Hey, I totes met you! :P)

How very, very true.

This song is dedicated to all of us, I firmly believe.

Bam's just one of the many hopeless lovers.

Thanks again. ♥

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vampire_sun March 3 2010, 14:05:17 UTC
Another brilliant piece from you, though that's to be expected. Don't think you could write something bad if you tried.

I think you actually got this one right. Everyone is insecure about something, but it's getting past those insecurites that makes us stronger and also allows us to go for/get what we really want. Can't wait for part 2.

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slasher48 June 6 2010, 09:12:51 UTC
Thank you! (Haha, you'd be surprised, actually.)

Insecurities, absolutely.

Sometimes they destroy us.

Sometimes they destroy others.

Bam got lucky enough to get somebody who understands that.

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myrskya March 3 2010, 15:24:53 UTC
I can't. You know? I just can't. Formulate a sentence that would accurately express just how much I love this, that is.

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slasher48 June 6 2010, 09:13:14 UTC
...That works perfectly fine, sweets. I do so love speechlessness. :)

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slasher48 June 6 2010, 09:14:58 UTC
So much thanks! Thank you! :D

I am very envious of that aspect, and of the personality in general.

Patience is honed well when up against Bam, I'm guessing, as well. ;)

No problem! (or rather...yes problem. I'm actually having a huge problem with inspiration right now. :()

However, thank you. Again. ♥

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