If I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it...where's the sense in that?
Hearts break.
Friendships die.
Eras end.
But love?
It stays. Like the most torturous creature ever to exist, dangling you above a pit of spikes and then one of cotton candy colored clouds, never allowing you to know which it will drop you into.
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I was somewhere in my twenties when we met. Beer soaked years and countless meetings in the same ( Read more... )
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*hugs* Thank you.
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Anyway, you made my night, two nights in a row. Hope you are not too drained!
"hugs"
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Similarly to how after I asked for a trial date and was rejected, I finally accepted that I'm just not going to be with my guy.
Yeah. Bam is bittersweet. Like dark chocolate with raspberry caramel inside. Gorgeous, delicious, but it leaves a little bit of a bad taste in your mouth when you truly realize what it is.
I'm so happy to hear that! I love to make nights! Especially twice in a row.
Does that mean if I post something new tonight, you'll have a third night made? ;)
♥ *hugs and gives you kisses*
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I have no idea where you live, but found myself wishing you were close enough to come visit my hippie commune modifed. And hoping you'll eventually feel good when you get gifted with something.
I spent some time looking at stuff about that Klaus guy that's supposedly one Of Wea's new tattoos. Found 77 quotes from him that were mentioned as suggested to liven up a boring Christmas dinner. Overall, can really see why he's do the tattoo thing. Will try to put the qotes and a couple of images on my LJ soon.
I'm sort of upset about a guy thing too, but I'm the one who messed things up, and sadly would probably do it again.
Sorry, ramblin' (is my name) again.
I have a Vam fic idea
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I live in New York. Western New York, near Buffalo. (Thus my Sabres icon? ;))
Sounds fun.
Ah. Yeah. I know how that goes.
No problem! I love your rambles!
Oooh, tell me, tell me! *bounces*
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Oh, Bam. *holds him* I didn't expect it, and it's probably stupid that I do, but I feel much like how Bam is here.
You had me tearing up at the end. You're good at that, ya know? ;)
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*gives them to you anyway because you're amazing*
*crawls into your arms with him and has you hold us both* Sweetheart, we're two of a kind, and this was basically written on my soul before I actually got it out. I tried to impress a guy friend of mine who likes me into dating me, and it didn't work. Bam tries to impress Ville into noticing him and it doesn't work. I hate to presume, but based on our similarities, I bet you've been through both, haven't you? You deserve neither, and neither do I. But it isn't really stupid or surprising that you feel like Bam.
Yeah, I know. It comes from knowing just what hurts. Trust me, sometimes it's not as fun as it seems. : [
♥ *holds you tight and nuzzles you* I love you so much Kimi.
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*looks around* But if you insist...*snatches* lol
*snugles in* I'm pretty sure I've told you before, but I've never had anyone like me in that way, that I know of. None have told me or shown me. I don't let myself like anyone often because it just ends up hurting me. However, there is a guy I work with that I like. The first person I've had a crush on in about two years. Besides being attractive, he's smart and one of the first guys I've been able to have an intelligent conversation with. Intelligence is really my biggest turn on. So, of course, here I am, all infatuated with a co-worker (which is bad) who is not interested in me at all. I try to impress him still even though I know he would end up breaking my heart even if by some chance we got together ( ... )
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Yeah. I know, sweetheart, and I can't figure out why. Men are stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid creatures. With their penises and their teeny brains not enough blood to work both at one time. :(
Yeah. Justin was the first guy I had a real, DEEP crush on, in like, a LONG time. But he liked me...yet didn't want to date me? WTF is that?
Your guy doesn't deserve you.
Maybe that's why we're single, babe! We're just too good for anybody. :)
Don't be, darling. Don't ever be. I consider us best friends and what kind of best friend would I be to turn you away? *snugs*
Totally. I vote somebody take a shovel to their faces so they're too ugly to get girls PERIOD anymore, y'with me? ;)
Very, VERY much. *smothers you in love and kisses*
♥
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And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be..."
Perfect heading heila. :-)
I'd like to let you know that a few songs popped into my head after reading this the first time; after reading it again, I thought I'd share them with you...think of it as a "playlist" for this lovely fic that's so near and dear to your heart, my love. :-)
-"Don't Die In Me" - Mirah
"And if you want something back/all the things that got cracked when I felt like you lied to me/and all the million mistakes/and the kicks in the face/but I don't want you to die in me/so when you say what you want/that you need what you got
don't forget to be kind to me/I don't want you to die in me...
-"We're Just Friends" - Wilco
"Over and over and over again/I say that were just friends/
Forget the implications/Infatuations end/If loves so easy, why is it hard/I can't imagine ever being apart/I'll come back to you/It'd be brand new/But I promise/We're just friends..."
( ... )
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He and I have been through the content of those lyrics so many times, and though I don't love him anymore, he holds a special place in my heart as my best friend, so it will never end.
I have them all now. I love all but the really weird Black Ghosts one. It's kinda catchy, but it's not my cup of tea.
Oh! And. *showers you in chocolate and kisses*
Sad that this fic is inspired by his best friend, who is far more mature and far less mean, but likes me just as little. *sigh*
Rakastan sua hunaja. Iankaiken. :)
{*laughing* Your mind just spends far too much time in the gutter. XD.}
♥
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Beautiful story, congrats!
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Thank you!
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