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Title: Patient Forgiveness
Author: myforgottenpain
Rating: R for content
Pairing: Vam all the way!
Summary: When Bam and Ville finally are given a chance to be together, will they be able to make the life they always wanted?
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera. Nor do I imply that in reality they are anything but friends. I, however, could not pass up a great idea for a fan fiction!
Warnings: Angsty in the beginning, but it will get better! I swear!
Authors Notes: I'm still pulling this story together, so hopefully it will work well with me posting it before its done. I've only rewritten this story like... eight times...
FYI: This is Elina's nursery... http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/images/B001K3Y1VK/ref=dp_image_0?ie=UTF8&n=165796011&s=baby-products
Katri was sitting in front of her computer, looking through websites of wedding dresses. Elina, who was a month old now, was resting peacefully on her chest. She was loosely swaddled in the mint green, dragon fly, blanket that matched the nursery set upstairs. Katri hummed to her softly, resting her cheek against her baby's head, rocking back and forth just a little.
A thought crossed her mind, making her pause for a moment. Reaching out for the cordless phone that was sitting next to the monitor, she hit speed dial.
Cradling it between her cheek and shoulder, she started rubbing Elina's back gently, as she continued to rock and forth; waiting for the party on the other side to pick. When someone did, she didn't get the person she thought she would.
"Hullo?"
"Hello... Esa?
"No....."
"Alright Niklas... I need to talk to papa."
"Who you?"
"Aunt Katri."
"Hi Katri!"
Katri chuckled, "Hello Niko... can I talk to papa now?"
"How Ryan?"
"He's doing well."
"Elina?"
"She's sleeping."
"Awww...."
Chuckling again, she asked to speak to Ville once more. This time he said alright and could be heard running off to retrieve Ville. She gazed down at her daughter as she waited to hear from her brother, instead she heard more from Niklas.
"Papa is pee-peeing."
"Oh really? Did he say he was?"
"No...I hear him." Niklas said, on his end of the line he was lying on the floor, listening through the crack under the door to the bathroom.
"Do you want to talk to me while we wait for papa to finish?"
"O-tay."
"Did you do anything fun today?"
"I lauffed at Esa."
"Oh-why?" Katri asked.
"He ate toof-paste."
"All of it?"
"All of it!" Niklas cried in a burst of excitement.
"Did he get sick?"
"Not yet." Niklas looked up when he heard the doorknob being turned, quickly crawling away from it as Ville exited the bathroom. "Papa done pee-peeing."
Katri chuckled even more when she realized she could hear Ville laughing in the background. "Can you put him on?"
"Yes." Niklas handed the phone off to Ville, who thanked him.
"Hello?"
"Hello Ville... how are you now that your bladder is empty?" Katri teased, laughing with her brother.
"He always has the best stories for people, but yes, I am feeling much better. How can I help you?"
"I was looking at possible wedding dresses for my upcoming nuptials with a certain Ryan Dunn."
"Oh you are? Well that is lovely... can I assume I should look for an invitation in the mail?"
"I don't know, I'll have to see how many are left once we invites his friend. He has this best friend, you might have heard of him, his name is Bam."
"I think I might know him...his name certainly sounds familiar." Ville said.
Katri nodded, "Well he has this fiancee, really wonderful man... and I have to make sure they get in first."
"That's understandable."
"But seriously... When are you and Bam going to get married?"
"Some day." Ville answered vaguely.
"I remembered just now that you guys are engaged too... Bam told Ryan and Ryan told me before you even told me I might add... but why aren't you guys getting things ready for your own wedding?"
"Because we are focusing our attentions on the adoption process first." Ville said.
"You guys going to more orphanages?"
"We're going to Russia this weekend to check out the place Luka's girlfriend works at."
"Awww... that is wonderful. Are you taking the boys?"
"No, Ape and Phil are going to babysit for us."
"We could watch them, I'm sure Ryan wouldn't mind. Tell them they can at least bring the twins down to visit, if they need a break."
"That is nice of you Katri... but if Ape goes down there she might try to run off with Elina."
Katri chuckled, "I think Ryan... not to mention myself... might have something to say against that."
Ville chuckled, "But I'm sure the boys would like that. They adore you both and miss you so much. That and Elina... they just adore her. Esa wants to teach her how to play ball with him. And Niklas has drawn a ton of pictures for her, because he wants her to know all the things he knows."
"Awww they are so cute."
"Hopefully they will take to their own sibling as well as they did to their cousin."
"So are you going to get married when you come back?"
Ville drew in a breath and let it out slowly. "I don't know... I suppose Bam has to officially ask me first."
"Wait... what? What do you mean officially ask you?" Katri asked.
"Well he asked me in the heat of the moment... when we were fighting. He didn't give me the ring either, not that he didn't want too. He said he would, but I opted to get it under a more... romantic setting."
"I see."
"So I suppose he has to ask me, in a way that involves actually giving me the engagement ring, before we can go on with the wedding plans."
"I suppose that makes sense."
"And Katri... can I be honest with you and rest assured you will not share it with Ryan?"
"Of course."
"Or anyone else?"
Yes, what is it?"
"I think Bam has been dragging his feet on the wedding plans for us, because he doesn't want to take away Ryan's moment."
"Awwww.... really?"
"I think so. He hasn't said anything to me directly, but I really think he doesn't want to have the focus on us as far as marriage, until after you and Ryan tie the knot."
Katri felt her throat tense as tears formed in her eyes. "That is so... sweet... I don't know what to say."
"Say you won't worry about it. We'll get married when we get married. For now, our main concern is the missing piece...or pieces...of our family."
"Alright Ville... I love you."
"I love you too Katri...take care."
****
"Katri! Ry-un!" The twins yelled when they came running into the room.
"Hello boys..." Ryan said, chuckling as he crouched down to hug them, who returned the gesture, before going to Katri.
"Where Elina?" Esa asked, after hugging Katri, looking around his aunt like she might pull the baby from her pocket.
"She's taking a nap in her crib." Katri said.
"Aww... I hold her." Niklas put in, indicating to himself, pouting a little.
"Well you're spending the night here with us, so you'll get to hold her later, ok?" Katri offered, which consoled the twins for the moment.
"Are you moving them in? Ryan teased, when he saw all the stuff Bam was bringing in.
Bam chuckled, "Well they need stools to use the potty and to wash their hands, which they also do before they eat. Plus you have to remember that since there are two of them, there is two of everything else. Two blankets, two pillows, two bags of clothes, two bags of toys, two toothbrushes, two toothpastes..."
"Two toothpastes?" Ryan asked.
Ville nodded, "Esa likes cinnamon flavored toothpaste..."
"My cinnamon flavored toothpaste." Bam put in.
Ville chuckled with Ryan. "True... he likes Bam's cinnamon flavored toothpaste, while Niklas likes the little kid bubble gum flavored."
"I see...hopefully I will remember that." Ryan said.
Bam chuckled, "Oh trust me...they will remind you."
"We also brought over some of their snacks, just to make this weekend as easy as possible." Ville added.
"You've thought of everything." Katri said as she looked through the stuff they packed.
"Everything we could think of." Bam said as he pulled out a list. "Alright... let's see... oh... here are some things you may not know about them since you moved out."
Ryan chuckled with Katri, wrapping his arms around her, holding her as they listened to Bam. "Alright?"
"First, you should refrain from giving the twins anything to drink after 8pm...if you have too... pretend they are human gizmos, who turn into gremlins after midnight." Bam said.
"That is an excellent point Bam... and on that..." Ville put in. "No matter how much they whine, how much they cry, make them...and I mean this with all the love I have in my heart for them... but make them go to the bathroom before you leave this house. I guarantee you, Bam's timed them, Esa will need to go to the bathroom ten minutes after you leave and Niklas will have to go five minutes after you leave that first stop. Make them go to the bathroom here, they will say that they don't have too, but they do."
"And Esa...." Bam said indicating to his son, who immediately looked to him. "Yes, I'm talking about you. He can brush his teeth... he just doesn't like doing it for anyone else but me."
"Just make sure to keep an eye on the toothpaste." Katri teased, causing the adults to laugh.
"Exactly..." Bam said before going over a few more things that would be important for Ryan and Katri to know. They were interrupted when they heard Elina crying over the baby monitor.
Both of the twins got looks of surprise as they stood up and looked to Ryan and Katri.
"Elina cryin'!" Niklas yelled, indicating to the baby monitor.
Esa ran over to Katri and Ryan, patting them both urgently on the arm. "Elina need you!"
Katri chuckled, kissing Ryan. "Elina needs us." She got up and walked upstairs to the nursery, flanked by the twins who were anxious to see her.
"Elina is quite the celebrity with those two." Ville commented.
"They are just fascinated with her." Bam added.
"I think its because she is so mysterious to them." Ryan said.
"How so?" Bam and Ville inquired.
"Well if you think about it... they remember Katri being pregnant and being told that there is a baby in there. But now there is an actual baby... and I think they are trying to put those two concepts together." Ryan said, chuckling at the amazed looks he was getting from Bam and Ville.
"That is brilliant... you are a genius." Bam said.
Ryan laughed harder. "I wish I could really claim it as mine. Katri was talking to Mrs. Rintala and Jesse and they posed that answer originally."
"You are so bad." Ville teased with a slight shake of his head.
"I hold!" Niklas cried as they came back into the room.
"Me too!" Esa yelled, bouncing up and down on Katri's other side.
"I have to feed her before anyone holds her." Katri said as she sat down on the couch.
"Me first?" Esa asked, as he indicated to himself.
"No me!" Niklas cried.
"Ask Ryan." Katri said, which made the kids run off to their uncle, allowing her the chance to get Elina set up on her pillow to nurse.
"I hold Elina!" Niklas and Esa basically yelled together.
"Niklas will." Bam said before Ryan could open his mouth, causing Niklas to cheer and Esa to cry. "Esa...." Bam said in a warning tone, grabbing the front of Esa's shirt to pull him close, wrapping his arm around his little boy. "We talked about this on the way over here. Since you got to pick the CD we listened too...Niklas gets to do the first special thing here... and that is to hold Elina."
"I hold Elina." Esa murmured, rubbing his eyes.
"There will be plenty of time for you both to hold Elina..." Bam said gently, running his hand over Esa's hair. "Alright little man?"
Esa nodded, pulling away from Bam so he could join his brother in watching Katri.
Bam looked to Ryan, "What?"
"Way to go daddy....you handled that perfectly." Ryan said.
Bam chuckled, "I've had a little practice."
"I told you, you are a wonderful daddy." Ville said as he leaned in and kissed Bam gently.
"And you're a wonderful papa." Bam said back as he returned the kiss.
They hung around, chatting with Ryan while Katri fed Elina, waiting until the kids were thoroughly occupied with playing with the baby, to leave. They got up and walked over to the couch, where Niklas was holding Elina; Esa was standing next to him, leaning against the couch.
Ville leaned over to kiss Niklas, starting to tell him he loved him, but was cut off by Niklas.
"No...no...no...no!" He chanted urgently to Ville, wiggling a little as he shook his head. "Careful!"
Ville smiled at the little boy, knowing he was worried about Elina getting hurt some how. "I'll be careful." He leaned in the rest of the way and kissed Niklas, then Esa and even Elina.
Bam chuckled at the kids, crouching down to kiss Esa on the cheek, when Ville was kissing Niklas.
Esa quickly put his finger up to his mouth. "Quiet daddy...." Esa stressed quietly. "Baby need quiet."
Bam chuckled, trying to smooth out Esa's mane of curls, "It's been a whole month since she was born and you still remember that."
Esa nodded and looked back to Elina, touching her foot gently.
Bam kissed Esa on the cheek, followed by Niklas and Elina.
"Well at least you don't have to worry about the boys misbehaving." Ville commented as he slowly started walking to the door. "I think they are too worried about the baby."
"I would take it as a blessing." Bam said as he walked with Ryan and Ville to the door. (They both had said good bye and thank you again to Katri, who for obvious reasons wanted to stay close to Elina and the twins.) "Anything you don't want them to do, just relate back to Elina. Don't stick forks in light sockets... why you ask? Because it'll hurt Elina. Don't hit your brother, even when he hits you first. Why? It'll make Elina cry."
"That is horrible Bam." Ryan said, chuckling anyways.
"Maybe so... But I bet you it will work."
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Author: myforgottenpain
Rating: R for content
Pairing: Vam all the way!
Summary: When Bam and Ville finally are given a chance to be together, will they be able to make the life they always wanted?
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera. Nor do I imply that in reality they are anything but friends. I, however, could not pass up a great idea for a fan fiction!
Warnings: Angsty in the beginning, but it will get better! I swear!
Authors Notes: I'm still pulling this story together, so hopefully it will work well with me posting it before its done. I've only rewritten this story like... eight times...
FYI: This is Elina's nursery... http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/images/B001K3Y1VK/ref=dp_image_0?ie=UTF8&n=165796011&s=baby-products
Katri was sitting in front of her computer, looking through websites of wedding dresses. Elina, who was a month old now, was resting peacefully on her chest. She was loosely swaddled in the mint green, dragon fly, blanket that matched the nursery set upstairs. Katri hummed to her softly, resting her cheek against her baby's head, rocking back and forth just a little.
A thought crossed her mind, making her pause for a moment. Reaching out for the cordless phone that was sitting next to the monitor, she hit speed dial.
Cradling it between her cheek and shoulder, she started rubbing Elina's back gently, as she continued to rock and forth; waiting for the party on the other side to pick. When someone did, she didn't get the person she thought she would.
"Hullo?"
"Hello... Esa?
"No....."
"Alright Niklas... I need to talk to papa."
"Who you?"
"Aunt Katri."
"Hi Katri!"
Katri chuckled, "Hello Niko... can I talk to papa now?"
"How Ryan?"
"He's doing well."
"Elina?"
"She's sleeping."
"Awww...."
Chuckling again, she asked to speak to Ville once more. This time he said alright and could be heard running off to retrieve Ville. She gazed down at her daughter as she waited to hear from her brother, instead she heard more from Niklas.
"Papa is pee-peeing."
"Oh really? Did he say he was?"
"No...I hear him." Niklas said, on his end of the line he was lying on the floor, listening through the crack under the door to the bathroom.
"Do you want to talk to me while we wait for papa to finish?"
"O-tay."
"Did you do anything fun today?"
"I lauffed at Esa."
"Oh-why?" Katri asked.
"He ate toof-paste."
"All of it?"
"All of it!" Niklas cried in a burst of excitement.
"Did he get sick?"
"Not yet." Niklas looked up when he heard the doorknob being turned, quickly crawling away from it as Ville exited the bathroom. "Papa done pee-peeing."
Katri chuckled even more when she realized she could hear Ville laughing in the background. "Can you put him on?"
"Yes." Niklas handed the phone off to Ville, who thanked him.
"Hello?"
"Hello Ville... how are you now that your bladder is empty?" Katri teased, laughing with her brother.
"He always has the best stories for people, but yes, I am feeling much better. How can I help you?"
"I was looking at possible wedding dresses for my upcoming nuptials with a certain Ryan Dunn."
"Oh you are? Well that is lovely... can I assume I should look for an invitation in the mail?"
"I don't know, I'll have to see how many are left once we invites his friend. He has this best friend, you might have heard of him, his name is Bam."
"I think I might know him...his name certainly sounds familiar." Ville said.
Katri nodded, "Well he has this fiancee, really wonderful man... and I have to make sure they get in first."
"That's understandable."
"But seriously... When are you and Bam going to get married?"
"Some day." Ville answered vaguely.
"I remembered just now that you guys are engaged too... Bam told Ryan and Ryan told me before you even told me I might add... but why aren't you guys getting things ready for your own wedding?"
"Because we are focusing our attentions on the adoption process first." Ville said.
"You guys going to more orphanages?"
"We're going to Russia this weekend to check out the place Luka's girlfriend works at."
"Awww... that is wonderful. Are you taking the boys?"
"No, Ape and Phil are going to babysit for us."
"We could watch them, I'm sure Ryan wouldn't mind. Tell them they can at least bring the twins down to visit, if they need a break."
"That is nice of you Katri... but if Ape goes down there she might try to run off with Elina."
Katri chuckled, "I think Ryan... not to mention myself... might have something to say against that."
Ville chuckled, "But I'm sure the boys would like that. They adore you both and miss you so much. That and Elina... they just adore her. Esa wants to teach her how to play ball with him. And Niklas has drawn a ton of pictures for her, because he wants her to know all the things he knows."
"Awww they are so cute."
"Hopefully they will take to their own sibling as well as they did to their cousin."
"So are you going to get married when you come back?"
Ville drew in a breath and let it out slowly. "I don't know... I suppose Bam has to officially ask me first."
"Wait... what? What do you mean officially ask you?" Katri asked.
"Well he asked me in the heat of the moment... when we were fighting. He didn't give me the ring either, not that he didn't want too. He said he would, but I opted to get it under a more... romantic setting."
"I see."
"So I suppose he has to ask me, in a way that involves actually giving me the engagement ring, before we can go on with the wedding plans."
"I suppose that makes sense."
"And Katri... can I be honest with you and rest assured you will not share it with Ryan?"
"Of course."
"Or anyone else?"
Yes, what is it?"
"I think Bam has been dragging his feet on the wedding plans for us, because he doesn't want to take away Ryan's moment."
"Awwww.... really?"
"I think so. He hasn't said anything to me directly, but I really think he doesn't want to have the focus on us as far as marriage, until after you and Ryan tie the knot."
Katri felt her throat tense as tears formed in her eyes. "That is so... sweet... I don't know what to say."
"Say you won't worry about it. We'll get married when we get married. For now, our main concern is the missing piece...or pieces...of our family."
"Alright Ville... I love you."
"I love you too Katri...take care."
****
"Katri! Ry-un!" The twins yelled when they came running into the room.
"Hello boys..." Ryan said, chuckling as he crouched down to hug them, who returned the gesture, before going to Katri.
"Where Elina?" Esa asked, after hugging Katri, looking around his aunt like she might pull the baby from her pocket.
"She's taking a nap in her crib." Katri said.
"Aww... I hold her." Niklas put in, indicating to himself, pouting a little.
"Well you're spending the night here with us, so you'll get to hold her later, ok?" Katri offered, which consoled the twins for the moment.
"Are you moving them in? Ryan teased, when he saw all the stuff Bam was bringing in.
Bam chuckled, "Well they need stools to use the potty and to wash their hands, which they also do before they eat. Plus you have to remember that since there are two of them, there is two of everything else. Two blankets, two pillows, two bags of clothes, two bags of toys, two toothbrushes, two toothpastes..."
"Two toothpastes?" Ryan asked.
Ville nodded, "Esa likes cinnamon flavored toothpaste..."
"My cinnamon flavored toothpaste." Bam put in.
Ville chuckled with Ryan. "True... he likes Bam's cinnamon flavored toothpaste, while Niklas likes the little kid bubble gum flavored."
"I see...hopefully I will remember that." Ryan said.
Bam chuckled, "Oh trust me...they will remind you."
"We also brought over some of their snacks, just to make this weekend as easy as possible." Ville added.
"You've thought of everything." Katri said as she looked through the stuff they packed.
"Everything we could think of." Bam said as he pulled out a list. "Alright... let's see... oh... here are some things you may not know about them since you moved out."
Ryan chuckled with Katri, wrapping his arms around her, holding her as they listened to Bam. "Alright?"
"First, you should refrain from giving the twins anything to drink after 8pm...if you have too... pretend they are human gizmos, who turn into gremlins after midnight." Bam said.
"That is an excellent point Bam... and on that..." Ville put in. "No matter how much they whine, how much they cry, make them...and I mean this with all the love I have in my heart for them... but make them go to the bathroom before you leave this house. I guarantee you, Bam's timed them, Esa will need to go to the bathroom ten minutes after you leave and Niklas will have to go five minutes after you leave that first stop. Make them go to the bathroom here, they will say that they don't have too, but they do."
"And Esa...." Bam said indicating to his son, who immediately looked to him. "Yes, I'm talking about you. He can brush his teeth... he just doesn't like doing it for anyone else but me."
"Just make sure to keep an eye on the toothpaste." Katri teased, causing the adults to laugh.
"Exactly..." Bam said before going over a few more things that would be important for Ryan and Katri to know. They were interrupted when they heard Elina crying over the baby monitor.
Both of the twins got looks of surprise as they stood up and looked to Ryan and Katri.
"Elina cryin'!" Niklas yelled, indicating to the baby monitor.
Esa ran over to Katri and Ryan, patting them both urgently on the arm. "Elina need you!"
Katri chuckled, kissing Ryan. "Elina needs us." She got up and walked upstairs to the nursery, flanked by the twins who were anxious to see her.
"Elina is quite the celebrity with those two." Ville commented.
"They are just fascinated with her." Bam added.
"I think its because she is so mysterious to them." Ryan said.
"How so?" Bam and Ville inquired.
"Well if you think about it... they remember Katri being pregnant and being told that there is a baby in there. But now there is an actual baby... and I think they are trying to put those two concepts together." Ryan said, chuckling at the amazed looks he was getting from Bam and Ville.
"That is brilliant... you are a genius." Bam said.
Ryan laughed harder. "I wish I could really claim it as mine. Katri was talking to Mrs. Rintala and Jesse and they posed that answer originally."
"You are so bad." Ville teased with a slight shake of his head.
"I hold!" Niklas cried as they came back into the room.
"Me too!" Esa yelled, bouncing up and down on Katri's other side.
"I have to feed her before anyone holds her." Katri said as she sat down on the couch.
"Me first?" Esa asked, as he indicated to himself.
"No me!" Niklas cried.
"Ask Ryan." Katri said, which made the kids run off to their uncle, allowing her the chance to get Elina set up on her pillow to nurse.
"I hold Elina!" Niklas and Esa basically yelled together.
"Niklas will." Bam said before Ryan could open his mouth, causing Niklas to cheer and Esa to cry. "Esa...." Bam said in a warning tone, grabbing the front of Esa's shirt to pull him close, wrapping his arm around his little boy. "We talked about this on the way over here. Since you got to pick the CD we listened too...Niklas gets to do the first special thing here... and that is to hold Elina."
"I hold Elina." Esa murmured, rubbing his eyes.
"There will be plenty of time for you both to hold Elina..." Bam said gently, running his hand over Esa's hair. "Alright little man?"
Esa nodded, pulling away from Bam so he could join his brother in watching Katri.
Bam looked to Ryan, "What?"
"Way to go daddy....you handled that perfectly." Ryan said.
Bam chuckled, "I've had a little practice."
"I told you, you are a wonderful daddy." Ville said as he leaned in and kissed Bam gently.
"And you're a wonderful papa." Bam said back as he returned the kiss.
They hung around, chatting with Ryan while Katri fed Elina, waiting until the kids were thoroughly occupied with playing with the baby, to leave. They got up and walked over to the couch, where Niklas was holding Elina; Esa was standing next to him, leaning against the couch.
Ville leaned over to kiss Niklas, starting to tell him he loved him, but was cut off by Niklas.
"No...no...no...no!" He chanted urgently to Ville, wiggling a little as he shook his head. "Careful!"
Ville smiled at the little boy, knowing he was worried about Elina getting hurt some how. "I'll be careful." He leaned in the rest of the way and kissed Niklas, then Esa and even Elina.
Bam chuckled at the kids, crouching down to kiss Esa on the cheek, when Ville was kissing Niklas.
Esa quickly put his finger up to his mouth. "Quiet daddy...." Esa stressed quietly. "Baby need quiet."
Bam chuckled, trying to smooth out Esa's mane of curls, "It's been a whole month since she was born and you still remember that."
Esa nodded and looked back to Elina, touching her foot gently.
Bam kissed Esa on the cheek, followed by Niklas and Elina.
"Well at least you don't have to worry about the boys misbehaving." Ville commented as he slowly started walking to the door. "I think they are too worried about the baby."
"I would take it as a blessing." Bam said as he walked with Ryan and Ville to the door. (They both had said good bye and thank you again to Katri, who for obvious reasons wanted to stay close to Elina and the twins.) "Anything you don't want them to do, just relate back to Elina. Don't stick forks in light sockets... why you ask? Because it'll hurt Elina. Don't hit your brother, even when he hits you first. Why? It'll make Elina cry."
"That is horrible Bam." Ryan said, chuckling anyways.
"Maybe so... But I bet you it will work."
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