The last thing I'll post for a couple days. Shirley over, strike O.o, and just exhaustion...ENJOY!
My fault. My fault. My fault.
It’s a chant in my head that won’t stop.
Why don’t they look at me with hateful, accusing stares? Why do they let me speak here at the podium of how amazing of a person you were? Why do they look sympathetic when I cry while I speak? Why don’t they laugh and jeer at me? “You deserve it!”
Don’t they know?
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It’s a chant in my head that won’t stop.
Why don’t they look at me with hateful, accusing stares? Why do they let me speak here at the podium of how amazing of a person you were? Why do they look sympathetic when I cry while I speak? Why don’t they laugh and jeer at me? “You deserve it!”
Don’t they know?
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I love you.
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I love you too, babe. So very much. :)
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This was heartbreaking but had a type of beauty to it. And of course, everything you write is amazing.
I'm so so sorry you had a horrible day. I hope you feel better so very soon.
And whether or not there is a heaven, I'm sure your mother is watching you and is so proud of the wonderful woman you are.
*smothers you in kisses*
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I'm sorry to hurt your heart, but I couldn't help it. I had to tell someone, and you darlings are always so caring and understanding.
Thank you, darling. A type of beauty is something I always want to hear, especially from you. And thank you again. I love it every time I hear you compliment not only the piece you're reading, but everything I write. It keeps me confident.
I feel a lot better now.
*smiling* Thank you, darling. You're so sweet to say that. :)
*cuddles and smothers you in kisses, too* Yours is the first comment that ever made me cry. Your soul is so beautiful that it healed mine with just a few words. I love you, Kimi. I'm so glad we're this close. *hugs*
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Don't apologize, darling. I understand needing to tell someone. I use LJ for that exact reason a lot. Perhaps too much. Don't be afraid to tell us because we do care. I do.
Stay confident. You have every right to.
Good, it makes me feel good I can make you feel better.
Oh, really? *wipes away your tears* Guh, now you got me crying. Thank you darling. I needed to hear that myself. I'm glad to because I can always count on you to make me feel better and I hope I can do that for you.
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Okay, I promise not to anymore. It's nice to know that you care as much as I do about you.
*smiles* Thanks, sweetheart.
Oh, you always make me feel better. ^^
Yes. *wipes away yours* You don't deserve to cry, love. You're amazing.
Not at all. You deserve it!
*so happy now* That goes double for me, love.
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sad and great as always
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Thank you, my dear. ^^
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I'm sorry about your mother. I agree with you that, even though there might not be a heaven, it's nice to think that our loved ones who have passed on are still watching over us. To me, it feels like my grandpa is still looking out for me, my grandma, and my dad (his son), and that he's still with us in a way.
Anyway, this was just so well done. I hope you're feeling better, darling. *hugs*
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Thank you!
Thanks, sweetheart. It is. It's really nice to think of things like that. And I offer my sympathies/empathies about your grandfather. Poor dear. *hugs*
Thank you! Well done is something I never tire of getting.
I'm definitely feeling better. Not good, but on the way there. ^^
*hugs back* :)
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Thank you!
Just what I needed right now.
*huggles you* Hope you feel better.
♥♥
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You're welcome, darling! For what? o.O
Oh. Okay. In that case, you're so very welcome.
*snuggles* I'm on my way, with all of these lovely compliments and all of the understanding from you sweet loves! ^^
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PS-I'm very happy to hear from you again! I know you said you're shy so when I see your comment, I know I've done well! :D
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