One-shot
Tittle: Memories
POV: First (Bam's)
Rating: PG
Author: Me
Pairing(s): Minde, Eicca/Burton, Vam (Sortta) Missy/Bam
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own, down't sue
A/N: ANGST. My god, Bam has a conscience!
Ville Valo.
That was his name.
Ville Valo.
The Finnish Goth Rocker who became my best friend after three consecutive weeks together.
That was him.
The only man who ever understood me.
Yes, now I remember.
The only man I’ve ever fallen for. But I couldn’t tell him, could I?
No.
No. I couldn’t put my pride on the shelf and admit to being gay.
Even though I knew it.
Even though I knew I was in love with him.
I couldn’t swallow my doubts and tell him.
He would have accepted me.
But I had to accept myself first.
And that wasn’t going to happen.
So I married Missy.
Now I feel really guilty.
I didn’t need to bring her into this. It wasn’t fair on her.
I remember when Migè and Linde came out.
They just said it one night while on tour.
No hesitation.
No delay.
And Ville and everyone else supported them.
Then, six months later, Burton came out. Told us he was dating Eicca.
Again with the support from everyone.
But I could never have told Ville.
The only man I ever loved in that way, and I couldn’t tell him.
Now that he’s gone, I wish I had told him.
Ville Valo.
That was his name.
Ville Valo…
END
POV: First (Bam's)
Rating: PG
Author: Me
Pairing(s): Minde, Eicca/Burton, Vam (Sortta) Missy/Bam
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own, down't sue
A/N: ANGST. My god, Bam has a conscience!
Ville Valo.
That was his name.
Ville Valo.
The Finnish Goth Rocker who became my best friend after three consecutive weeks together.
That was him.
The only man who ever understood me.
Yes, now I remember.
The only man I’ve ever fallen for. But I couldn’t tell him, could I?
No.
No. I couldn’t put my pride on the shelf and admit to being gay.
Even though I knew it.
Even though I knew I was in love with him.
I couldn’t swallow my doubts and tell him.
He would have accepted me.
But I had to accept myself first.
And that wasn’t going to happen.
So I married Missy.
Now I feel really guilty.
I didn’t need to bring her into this. It wasn’t fair on her.
I remember when Migè and Linde came out.
They just said it one night while on tour.
No hesitation.
No delay.
And Ville and everyone else supported them.
Then, six months later, Burton came out. Told us he was dating Eicca.
Again with the support from everyone.
But I could never have told Ville.
The only man I ever loved in that way, and I couldn’t tell him.
Now that he’s gone, I wish I had told him.
Ville Valo.
That was his name.
Ville Valo…
END