Candy (The prologue)
Title: Candy
Author: London aka Loki_the_Sinner
Pairing: vam
Rating: R
Summary: It was never my intention to ruin Ville’s life. I was only trying to make mine better. You can say it was a drug induced coma of euphoria and razorblade kisses and that it meant nothing. It meant everything to me. He meant everything to me. It was simply a case of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was all wrong but it felt so right.
Disclaimer: Not real and I don't own anything, not Bam not Ville and not Candy
Warnings: Drug use, Breif Charachter death, I can't really think of anything else
A/N: This is based off the Book Candy by Luke Davies...
Chapter 1: The World Goes Round
The world is a funny thing. It goes round and round but we all just find ourselves standing in one place. We try to change but sometimes we discover that we don't really want to. People glare and they whisper when they see the marks. Of course they know the poison that runs through your veins but they don't know the snake that bit you. Only you know that. Everyone has their secrets right? It makes it easier that way...
It was never my intention to ruin Ville’s life. I was only trying to make mine better. You can say it was a drug induced coma of euphoria and razorblade kisses and that it meant nothing. It meant every fucking thing to me. He meant every fucking thing to me. It was simply a case of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was all wrong but it felt so right.
We lied. We cheated...well Ville cheated but it was for me. We were on top of the world, above the world. High above our own little world. So what happened? Gravity caught up with us. No one can defy the laws of physics, no matter how invincible you believe you are. I admit I was selfish. He fell before me and I did nothing to catch him.
The world went round even as our lives and our fun came to a screeching halt. Sweet nothings I had whispered into his ear promising that this would make us better. We were sick but a pill had made us that way. Ah the taste of sweet suicide dissolving on his tongue. His kisses knocked me out and I loved it. We were so carefree we didn't see the world through anything but bloodshot eyes.
He held my hand and I kissed his forehead. It all seemed innocent enough but in those exact moments when he had replied "I want to try it your way" I defiled his innocence. I let him go never expecting him to crash. He always came back, tainted and dirty, but mine all the same. I had never lived until he had loved me. I made him bleed and he made my heart beat. It was all so perfect...but that was just in the beginning.
This wasn't what I had wanted. I didn't mean for him to get hurt. I didn't mean for a life to end. If only we had stopped sooner. If only we hadn't lived on needles and pins. If only I had never met you. If only...If only...If only...If only doesn't do a god damn thing for me anymore.
Memories blurred and our story had been written on the wall for all to see. I hated what you had become but I couldn't hate you. I couldn't leave then, so like children we lie on the ground. We were in the middle of a field of stolen innocence, purple clouds of candy, and heroin filled flowers. We were addicted as much to the drug as we were addicted to each other.
Hush now I whisper as the sky turns black and your eyes roll back in your head. I failed to notice your breakdown as I was too busy watching the world go round.
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So it's been a while since I've posted anything and I'm not sure if I'll even be continuing my other store "Letters to you" but only because I'm like out of Ideas with that...
So I started this and got like three chapters and the prologue done in like 3 hours. So go me!!!
Well I hope you all like it...More really really really soon....