yay next part!!
wrote this part in school.. i enjoy this story mucho... im trying to make it long so it doesn't haev to end.. WOO HOO.
Ville had never felt this way before. So angry, so devastated, so cheated and being drunk really wasn't helping at all. He wanted to kill Jenn.. or Bam. But just stood their staring. Jenn, up to this point, as oblivious as to what was going on. She had heard about Bam's new 'friend' and knew he was ecstatic about it, but never thought anything of it. "Bam, what the fuck?" she asked.
Bam couldn't move. He couldn't speak he couldn't even blink. He had just shattered Ville's heart just like the bottle of booze that fell from his lovers hands. Unvoulintarily Bam got up, slowly walked over to Vilee and stuttered a meak but genuine "I'm sorry." Ville was out of control. "YOU'RE SORRY?!"..."YOU'RE SORRY?!".."NO YOU'RE SHIT, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, YOU'RE A FUCKING WHORE!" He started shoving Bam around while Jenn just blankly stared not knowing what to do. This was too much for her to take. "Bam.. I...I.. i gotta go." and she closed the door as she left.
Ville was quite for a minute or so. "Why don't you go after her stud?" The anger in his voice was unbearable. "Ville.. you don't understand" Bam knew he didn't really have a solid explanation for what he did.. but he went on anyway. "Ville.. i didn't think..." He was quickly interrupted. "You didn't think i'd find out?..you didn't think i wondered why you wouldn't love me?.. you didnt think you were that fucking important to me?" Ville was screaming again and Bam was crying. He fucked up. He didn't think an angel like Ville could love him so he pussied out. And now he possibly ruined what could have been the best thing to happen to him. Ville stared cold and hard "Don't have anything to say?"
It was so painful just to watch Bam cry. His anger and rage had subsided now and as hard as it was he was trying to think sober. But it was getting late and this was going nowhere. As sorry as Bam was.. it hurt like fucking hell. He got up, walked up to the door with a teary eyes Bam following behind. "I thought you were so special, you're just another boy."
and he left. just like that he was gone. Bam was helpless. This was all his fault. In his insanity of broken hearts he rummaged through the medicine cabinet and stumbled across Ape's old sleeping pills. He stared at the bottle emptied them all out. And swallowed. A big hard swallow, chased it with the sink water. Once they started kicking in he felt his body go numb. Blasting the HIM music he got crawled out of the bathroom found a black sharpe and drew a heartagram and the words "Ville i'll love you for ever" as best he could.. and then the lights began to fade. He felt himself letting go. He almost thought he heard a door shut, what if it was Ville? He tried to open his eyes, but the pills had taken control of his weak body. The door swung open in a blur and the scream "BAM!" had drifted off in his head.
Ville had never felt this way before. So angry, so devastated, so cheated and being drunk really wasn't helping at all. He wanted to kill Jenn.. or Bam. But just stood their staring. Jenn, up to this point, as oblivious as to what was going on. She had heard about Bam's new 'friend' and knew he was ecstatic about it, but never thought anything of it. "Bam, what the fuck?" she asked.
Bam couldn't move. He couldn't speak he couldn't even blink. He had just shattered Ville's heart just like the bottle of booze that fell from his lovers hands. Unvoulintarily Bam got up, slowly walked over to Vilee and stuttered a meak but genuine "I'm sorry." Ville was out of control. "YOU'RE SORRY?!"..."YOU'RE SORRY?!".."NO YOU'RE SHIT, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, YOU'RE A FUCKING WHORE!" He started shoving Bam around while Jenn just blankly stared not knowing what to do. This was too much for her to take. "Bam.. I...I.. i gotta go." and she closed the door as she left.
Ville was quite for a minute or so. "Why don't you go after her stud?" The anger in his voice was unbearable. "Ville.. you don't understand" Bam knew he didn't really have a solid explanation for what he did.. but he went on anyway. "Ville.. i didn't think..." He was quickly interrupted. "You didn't think i'd find out?..you didn't think i wondered why you wouldn't love me?.. you didnt think you were that fucking important to me?" Ville was screaming again and Bam was crying. He fucked up. He didn't think an angel like Ville could love him so he pussied out. And now he possibly ruined what could have been the best thing to happen to him. Ville stared cold and hard "Don't have anything to say?"
It was so painful just to watch Bam cry. His anger and rage had subsided now and as hard as it was he was trying to think sober. But it was getting late and this was going nowhere. As sorry as Bam was.. it hurt like fucking hell. He got up, walked up to the door with a teary eyes Bam following behind. "I thought you were so special, you're just another boy."
and he left. just like that he was gone. Bam was helpless. This was all his fault. In his insanity of broken hearts he rummaged through the medicine cabinet and stumbled across Ape's old sleeping pills. He stared at the bottle emptied them all out. And swallowed. A big hard swallow, chased it with the sink water. Once they started kicking in he felt his body go numb. Blasting the HIM music he got crawled out of the bathroom found a black sharpe and drew a heartagram and the words "Ville i'll love you for ever" as best he could.. and then the lights began to fade. He felt himself letting go. He almost thought he heard a door shut, what if it was Ville? He tried to open his eyes, but the pills had taken control of his weak body. The door swung open in a blur and the scream "BAM!" had drifted off in his head.