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The Black Parade
Title: The Black Parade
Author: Gaby Noodle
Rating: R mostly for cursing and a bit of violence
Pairing: Vam
Summary: Ville kills himself and has to deal with death in the form of Bam. Based on the MCR CD 'The Black Parade'
Disclaimer: Don't know Don't own, Don't sue.
A/N: It's not exactly based on what the CD is about I kind of made my own plot but it's similar. Ville and Bam don't know each other, Bam is not a pro skater and Ville is not in the greatest band on earth but they still kick ass. Both Bam and Ville are 17.
Ch.1 [The End, Dead!]
I lay on the floor in the pool of my own blood, feeling my life slowly slip away. I finally felt in peace, it was over. Everything I hated would finally disappear. I wouldn’t have to see myself or anyone of these people who apparently care about me. They don’t even know who I am.
I don’t expect anyone to mourn or miss me and I don’t want that. I don’t deserve their sympathy. I deserve to be where I’m going to be soon enough. Dead. Sometimes I wish someone would care though. I wish someone would come in this bathroom and save me but I don’t even think anyone cares enough to bother.
Heaven help me now, this is the end.
*******
I opened my eyes slowly scared of what I might see. Knowing my luck I’ll be in a hospital but I wasn’t. I slowly stood up and looked at my surroundings. I was stranded in the middle of nowhere.
Everything felt so melancholy here. The question was where is here. If I’m not in the hospital than does that mean I’m dead? I looked down to what I was wearing and weirdly enough I was in a hospital gown. So at one point I did make it to the hospital but that doesn’t tell me where I am.
“Where the hell am I?” I whispered to myself.
“Haven’t you heard the news? You’re dead kiddo.” I heard a voice call from behind.
“What?” I asked as I turned around to face the voice.
“Well you’re not dead, but close to it. That’s what usually happens when you slice your wrist up Ville.” The boy said.
“What the fuck how do you know my name and who are you?” I asked confused.
“Well you are my client; I should at least learn your name. Well me, I’m no one to you but if you need a name, it’s Bam. So is this what you wanted. Do you still want to be dead?”
I shook my head and looked to the ground. I was so confused. What kind of stupid questions was he asking? I wouldn’t kill myself if I wanted to be alive.
“Is Bam even a real name? Ack, forget it. I rather be here, better than going back, not like I can anyway.” I said taking a seat on a random rock in this abandoned area.
“That’s where you are wrong my friend. Like I said you’re only close to death not exactly dead. You have a choice to go back. A choice I never had I suggest you take it.”
“Wait you’re dead too?”
“Ville, that’s not the point!” Bam said getting frustrated
“What do you want from me. I’m dead and getting yelled at by some stranger for it. I don’t even know what the fuck is going on.” I said snapping at him. I felt a little bad snapping at such a pretty face. Ew, did I just call a dead guy pretty.
“You’re right. Sorry.” Bam said giving in. “Pretty much I’m here to convince you to stay away from the light. Big guns upstairs likes you for some reason and decided to give you a moment to think about this. Is this what you really want?”
“Yeah, it is. Now can I go wherever the hell I’m supposed to end up now?”
I laughed and held my stomach just to push it even more. I loved being an asshole. Bam sighed heavily. Obviously he was getting impatient with me.
“It’s not that easy. One day you’re going to realize that you shouldn’t take life too seriously. It’s all just one big joke.” Bam said running his hands through his hair.
“Life is no joke bud. Trust me I know.”
“If life ain’t just a joke than why are we laughing?”
“If life ain’t just a joke than why am I dead?” I said walking away.
“You’re not dead!” Bam said chasing behind me. I knew little what I was getting myself into. I didn’t even know where I was going.
*Feedback please. The chapters will probaly much better than this, more well put together. This is sorta of a test seeing If I get the thumbs up to continue. So it's pretty much up to you guys. So, feedback please :]*
Author: Gaby Noodle
Rating: R mostly for cursing and a bit of violence
Pairing: Vam
Summary: Ville kills himself and has to deal with death in the form of Bam. Based on the MCR CD 'The Black Parade'
Disclaimer: Don't know Don't own, Don't sue.
A/N: It's not exactly based on what the CD is about I kind of made my own plot but it's similar. Ville and Bam don't know each other, Bam is not a pro skater and Ville is not in the greatest band on earth but they still kick ass. Both Bam and Ville are 17.
Ch.1 [The End, Dead!]
I lay on the floor in the pool of my own blood, feeling my life slowly slip away. I finally felt in peace, it was over. Everything I hated would finally disappear. I wouldn’t have to see myself or anyone of these people who apparently care about me. They don’t even know who I am.
I don’t expect anyone to mourn or miss me and I don’t want that. I don’t deserve their sympathy. I deserve to be where I’m going to be soon enough. Dead. Sometimes I wish someone would care though. I wish someone would come in this bathroom and save me but I don’t even think anyone cares enough to bother.
Heaven help me now, this is the end.
*******
I opened my eyes slowly scared of what I might see. Knowing my luck I’ll be in a hospital but I wasn’t. I slowly stood up and looked at my surroundings. I was stranded in the middle of nowhere.
Everything felt so melancholy here. The question was where is here. If I’m not in the hospital than does that mean I’m dead? I looked down to what I was wearing and weirdly enough I was in a hospital gown. So at one point I did make it to the hospital but that doesn’t tell me where I am.
“Where the hell am I?” I whispered to myself.
“Haven’t you heard the news? You’re dead kiddo.” I heard a voice call from behind.
“What?” I asked as I turned around to face the voice.
“Well you’re not dead, but close to it. That’s what usually happens when you slice your wrist up Ville.” The boy said.
“What the fuck how do you know my name and who are you?” I asked confused.
“Well you are my client; I should at least learn your name. Well me, I’m no one to you but if you need a name, it’s Bam. So is this what you wanted. Do you still want to be dead?”
I shook my head and looked to the ground. I was so confused. What kind of stupid questions was he asking? I wouldn’t kill myself if I wanted to be alive.
“Is Bam even a real name? Ack, forget it. I rather be here, better than going back, not like I can anyway.” I said taking a seat on a random rock in this abandoned area.
“That’s where you are wrong my friend. Like I said you’re only close to death not exactly dead. You have a choice to go back. A choice I never had I suggest you take it.”
“Wait you’re dead too?”
“Ville, that’s not the point!” Bam said getting frustrated
“What do you want from me. I’m dead and getting yelled at by some stranger for it. I don’t even know what the fuck is going on.” I said snapping at him. I felt a little bad snapping at such a pretty face. Ew, did I just call a dead guy pretty.
“You’re right. Sorry.” Bam said giving in. “Pretty much I’m here to convince you to stay away from the light. Big guns upstairs likes you for some reason and decided to give you a moment to think about this. Is this what you really want?”
“Yeah, it is. Now can I go wherever the hell I’m supposed to end up now?”
I laughed and held my stomach just to push it even more. I loved being an asshole. Bam sighed heavily. Obviously he was getting impatient with me.
“It’s not that easy. One day you’re going to realize that you shouldn’t take life too seriously. It’s all just one big joke.” Bam said running his hands through his hair.
“Life is no joke bud. Trust me I know.”
“If life ain’t just a joke than why are we laughing?”
“If life ain’t just a joke than why am I dead?” I said walking away.
“You’re not dead!” Bam said chasing behind me. I knew little what I was getting myself into. I didn’t even know where I was going.
*Feedback please. The chapters will probaly much better than this, more well put together. This is sorta of a test seeing If I get the thumbs up to continue. So it's pretty much up to you guys. So, feedback please :]*