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What is Love?
Title: What is Love?
Author: vamxaddict [a.k.a. Ashley]
Rating: pg-13
Pairing: Vam, Bam/Missy and Jonna/Ville implied.
Summary: Love is the most wanted thing on the earth, but when it has lied to Bam so
many times, how will he know that’s what he feel’s inside?
Disclaimer: How many times do we have to go through with this… I own them they’re
making lovely orgasmic sounds as I type.
Prologue
Chapter One
The sun was peaking through the curtains and shedding faint light into the room. Although it was normal for me to be up at 6:00 am. I was usually drunk and ready to pass out, this time was different. I was pacing the room, pulling at my hair and clawing at my eyes. I couldn’t make a decision but I knew it had to be done now.
“He’s coming tomorrow I have to do something.” I muttered to myself, finally collapsing onto the bed. I grabbed the nearest pillow and shoved it over my face.
“AH!” I screamed into it, stifling the sound. “Why does it have to be so hard?” The truth was I had been in love with Ville since the moment I met him, but I never let myself believe that. Too many failed relationships have came from letting other people in. Jessica, Jenn and now it seemed Missy was in the running. I had thought I did love Missy, when I met her. But then Ville started coming around more and those thoughts were scattered in the wind. I knew Jenn spotted my attraction for Ville, I bet that’s why she left. Even though I wasn’t into her, the pang of loneliness sparked up when she left. I just wanted someone to hold me, to love me. As soon as I had convinced myself I would wait until later to worry about this, my phone rang.
“Why would you possibly be calling at goddamn six in the morning?” I grumbled, not even knowing who was on the other end.
“I don’t like that attitude Bammie, but on my time schedule it feels like 12:00 am.” Ville chuckled and my mouth went dry.
“Oh, w-willa it’s you. So are you flying here today?” I asked, hoping he would be saving me some time to admit what I had been holding inside.
“Well, since it’s a 16 hour flight from Helsinki to West Chester. I should be there at 10 pm your time. But… I didn’t want to arrive that late, so I got an early flight. It would be nice if you would open the door for your guest because I’ve been waiting too long.” Ville teased and I could almost picture his smile and those cat-like green eyes sparkling mysteriously. I raced down the hall and jerked open the door to be greeted by the Finnish rock star, who had been haunting my dreams.
“Did you miss me, Bammie?” Ville said, almost knocking me to the floor as he gave me a hug.
“Of course. I always miss my, Willa.” I said nearly allowing my lips to touch his.
“Well, I’m thirsty, how about you?” He asked, embarking into the kitchen.
“Sure.” I replied as he handed me a beer.
“So, how’s life been treatin’ ya? I find it great, now that me and Jonna are together again.” My stomach began to bubble with jealousy. Jonna. What did she have that I didn’t?
“Yeah, it’s been going great. The dates drawing nearer for my wedding and I’m excited.” I said managing a fake smile.
“O, really. Your not getting cold feet? Not wishing you could’ve had a chance at someone else.”
Yes, you. I want you so bad, I can’t stand it. But what am I supposed to do, you love Jonna.
“Nope, no cold feet, I’m content.” I said feeling the thoughts of this morning weighing on my mind.
“What if I told you I lied, about being happy with Jonna?” I rose an eyebrow. Where was this going.
“O? Why would you lie?”
“Because I’m in love with somebody else.” There was that word again. ‘Love’ it was so obnoxious.
“Really who? Have I met her or is she a secret.” I giggled, trying to keep the mood light.
“It’s not a she, it’s a he.”
“What?” I said shocked.
“Come on now Bammie, you’ve known I was bi for a long while.”
“Well, yes but you’ve never talked about being in ‘love’ with a guy.” Ville seemed to calm down at that comment.
“I guess you’re right, but this one’s very special. I’ve had my eye on him for awhile.” I could feel my anger rising.
“Whoever this guy is I want to know, he shouldn’t get you because I loved you first!” I spewed out so fast that I hadn’t realized what I said. I just wished I could swallow all the words back and forget them.
“Then I think you’ll be happy.” Ville said moving closer.
“Why would I be happy?” I said, again without thinking.
“Because the guy I’m in love with is you.” He whispered into my ear and brushed his lips onto mine.
“Bam? Is that you?” Missy said entering the kitchen just after Ville and I broke apart.
Hope you like! :)
♥ Ashley
Author: vamxaddict [a.k.a. Ashley]
Rating: pg-13
Pairing: Vam, Bam/Missy and Jonna/Ville implied.
Summary: Love is the most wanted thing on the earth, but when it has lied to Bam so
many times, how will he know that’s what he feel’s inside?
Disclaimer: How many times do we have to go through with this… I own them they’re
making lovely orgasmic sounds as I type.
Prologue
Chapter One
The sun was peaking through the curtains and shedding faint light into the room. Although it was normal for me to be up at 6:00 am. I was usually drunk and ready to pass out, this time was different. I was pacing the room, pulling at my hair and clawing at my eyes. I couldn’t make a decision but I knew it had to be done now.
“He’s coming tomorrow I have to do something.” I muttered to myself, finally collapsing onto the bed. I grabbed the nearest pillow and shoved it over my face.
“AH!” I screamed into it, stifling the sound. “Why does it have to be so hard?” The truth was I had been in love with Ville since the moment I met him, but I never let myself believe that. Too many failed relationships have came from letting other people in. Jessica, Jenn and now it seemed Missy was in the running. I had thought I did love Missy, when I met her. But then Ville started coming around more and those thoughts were scattered in the wind. I knew Jenn spotted my attraction for Ville, I bet that’s why she left. Even though I wasn’t into her, the pang of loneliness sparked up when she left. I just wanted someone to hold me, to love me. As soon as I had convinced myself I would wait until later to worry about this, my phone rang.
“Why would you possibly be calling at goddamn six in the morning?” I grumbled, not even knowing who was on the other end.
“I don’t like that attitude Bammie, but on my time schedule it feels like 12:00 am.” Ville chuckled and my mouth went dry.
“Oh, w-willa it’s you. So are you flying here today?” I asked, hoping he would be saving me some time to admit what I had been holding inside.
“Well, since it’s a 16 hour flight from Helsinki to West Chester. I should be there at 10 pm your time. But… I didn’t want to arrive that late, so I got an early flight. It would be nice if you would open the door for your guest because I’ve been waiting too long.” Ville teased and I could almost picture his smile and those cat-like green eyes sparkling mysteriously. I raced down the hall and jerked open the door to be greeted by the Finnish rock star, who had been haunting my dreams.
“Did you miss me, Bammie?” Ville said, almost knocking me to the floor as he gave me a hug.
“Of course. I always miss my, Willa.” I said nearly allowing my lips to touch his.
“Well, I’m thirsty, how about you?” He asked, embarking into the kitchen.
“Sure.” I replied as he handed me a beer.
“So, how’s life been treatin’ ya? I find it great, now that me and Jonna are together again.” My stomach began to bubble with jealousy. Jonna. What did she have that I didn’t?
“Yeah, it’s been going great. The dates drawing nearer for my wedding and I’m excited.” I said managing a fake smile.
“O, really. Your not getting cold feet? Not wishing you could’ve had a chance at someone else.”
Yes, you. I want you so bad, I can’t stand it. But what am I supposed to do, you love Jonna.
“Nope, no cold feet, I’m content.” I said feeling the thoughts of this morning weighing on my mind.
“What if I told you I lied, about being happy with Jonna?” I rose an eyebrow. Where was this going.
“O? Why would you lie?”
“Because I’m in love with somebody else.” There was that word again. ‘Love’ it was so obnoxious.
“Really who? Have I met her or is she a secret.” I giggled, trying to keep the mood light.
“It’s not a she, it’s a he.”
“What?” I said shocked.
“Come on now Bammie, you’ve known I was bi for a long while.”
“Well, yes but you’ve never talked about being in ‘love’ with a guy.” Ville seemed to calm down at that comment.
“I guess you’re right, but this one’s very special. I’ve had my eye on him for awhile.” I could feel my anger rising.
“Whoever this guy is I want to know, he shouldn’t get you because I loved you first!” I spewed out so fast that I hadn’t realized what I said. I just wished I could swallow all the words back and forget them.
“Then I think you’ll be happy.” Ville said moving closer.
“Why would I be happy?” I said, again without thinking.
“Because the guy I’m in love with is you.” He whispered into my ear and brushed his lips onto mine.
“Bam? Is that you?” Missy said entering the kitchen just after Ville and I broke apart.
Hope you like! :)
♥ Ashley