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Right Here In My Arms
Title: Right here in my arms
Author: Noodlez1090
Rating: Pg-13 and up
Pairing:Bam/Jussi eventually VAM
Summary: Jussi and Bam meet and hit it off right away. Jussi decides to take Bam on tour with him but what happens when Jussi's band is on tour with Bam's favorite band HIM? (I suck at summaries but I try! :])
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own, don't sue.
Links to previous chapters
http://noodlez1090.livejournal.com/979.html?mode=reply
Update! Cheers! I hope you enjoy.
Bam sat beside Jussi’s body silently thinking to himself. He couldn’t sleep and he knew he wasn’t going to get any sleep. He tried to creep away silently but failed. Jussi lifted his head slightly to shoot Bam a confused look.
“Where are you going?” Jussi mumbled. “Bathroom.” Bam lied. Once Jussi put his head back down Bam retreated from the bunk area. He wanted to get out of the bus for fresh air but remembered where he was. The bus was already in motion, heading for the next venue in New York.
He saw Gas layed out on the couch with a game controller in hand. Below him was Burton on the floor with a game controller also in his hand. He laughed at the sight and went to turn off the TV and game console.
Bam headed to the bathroom, for it seemed like the only place he could be alone. He opened the door and had to hold his mouth from screaming.
“Oh crap Ville you scared the shit out of me.” Bam said still trying to calm down. Ville chuckled and looked back down to the sink. “Are you okay Ville?” Bam asked concerned.
Ville to continued to look down at the sink, with millions of thoughts in his head but all moving to fast to recognize any of them. He tried to catch them but they would slip away so quickly, leaving his brain empty. Than he had remembered Bam was there and asked him about his status.
“Oh, I’m fine. I just can’t sleep that.” Bam nodded in agreement. “Yeah, neither can I.”
Ville chuckled a bit looking back up at Bam. “I’d expect you to be tired after your activities tonight.” Bam looked at Ville confused.
“What do you mean?” Bam said. Ville looked at Bam closely to see if he had been joking, but he hadn’t. “Oh, I thought you and Jussi already fucked and all.”
“Do I look that easy?” Bam said laughing. “Plus,” He continued, “ I love Jussi. I want it to be the right time when we actually do that.”
Ville felt a pang in his chest. He kept replaying what Bam said over and over in his head. ‘I love Jussi.’ It hurt more than it should’ve but it knocked Ville back into his senses.
‘What was I thinking trying to go after a kid? Linde was right, he just a fan anyway. After this tour I’ll never see him again and he probably would only want me because I’m the lead of his favorite band HIM.’ He thought to himself.
He loved Jussi, not Ville and as much as Ville wanted to brush it off and not care he just couldn’t. He knew deep in his mind he was thinking of ways to work around this feeling Bam has for Jussi. Ville was quickly snatched away from his thoughts by the sound of Bam’s voice.
“Do you have a cig and a possible place where I can smoke it?” Bam asked hopefully.
“Yeah, I do.” Ville said pulling out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. He opened the cartoon, handing one to Bam and pulling out another himself. He squeezed between Bam and the door and led Bam to where he usually smokes.
“Fuck.” Ville said silently, as he saw Gas and Burton in the way of his smoking spot.
“Hey Gas, Burton wake up.” Ville whispered so only they would hear. He started to tap them until they shifted and rose up from their sleeping spots.
“What happened?” Gas asked still half asleep. “Get into bed you two. Plus me and Bammie want to have a smoke.”
“Ville isn’t he 16?” Burton asked concerned. “Yeah, and that never stopped you either.” Ville shot back. Burton shrugged it off and continued with Gas to the bunks to get some sleep.
Ville sat on the couch and motioned for Bam to sit next to him. Ville lit his cigarette and than Bam’s right after. He opened the window beside them so he could blow the smoke out the window.
Bam let out a sigh of relief. “You have no idea how much I needed this Ville. Thanks by the way.”
“No problem. What’s bothering you though? Problem with the wifey?” Bam laughed at the term he used for Jussi. Ville waited for a reply hoping he was right.
“Not really, but do you ever get that feeling that something really bad is gonna happen?” Bam asked. Ville nodded. “All the time Bammie.”
“Yeah, it’s kind of like that but I know, whatever the bad thing is, I’m gonna be the cause of it.” Bam added putting his head down in shame.
“Lift your head up Bam, I’m sure if you keep thinking something bad is gonna happen it’s most probably gonna happen. If you think positive than nothing bad will happen, I promise.” Ville said putting his hand softly to Bam’s chin lifting his head so their eyes met.
“Now I know something is wrong Bammie, and if you don’t want to tell me that’s fine but just know, that I’m always here if you need to talk.” Bam nodded his head in response.
Bam let out a chuckle and than held his mouth from laughing out loud. “What’s so funny?” Ville asked.
“Well it made me think, the Ville I see on TV and hear on radio shows has a soft side for a skater kid.” Bam said still laughing.
“Oh, piss off.” Ville said turning his head back to the window trying to hold back a smile but failing miserably. The thoughts from earlier Ville had been having was completely disregarded and thrown out the window through Bam’s laughter.
He didn’t care much for what was right at the moment. If he could spend the rest of this tour sharing a cigarette with Bam he would. He knew it would never happen but he could always dream because that’s what got him where he is today, in a world wide famous band. He wasn’t about to stop dreaming because sometimes dreams come true.
Sometimes.
***
Jussi turned in his sleep and woke up due to the empty space that was supposed to be occupied. He looked around giving his eyes time to adjust to the dark but saw nothing. He rose up from the bed heading to the bathroom to see if Bam was still in there but found nothing.
That’s when he head chuckling and talking coming from the other side of the bus. He headed over there and saw his boyfriend and Ville making conversation and laughing. Inside Jussi felt a little Jealous. Bam was supposed to be in bed with Jussi, so than why is he awake with Ville instead.
Instead of waiting any longer Jussi went to where Bam and Ville had been sitting. “Bam, you left me all alone. I thought you were going to the bathroom.” Ville and Bam’s attention was immediately diverted to Jussi.
“Oh sorry baby.” Bam said kissing Jussi as an apology.
“Well thanks for the smoke Ville. See ya tomorrow.” Bam waved and disappeared into bunk area. They got back into bed and cuddled into each other.
“How come you lied?” Jussi asked quietly.
“I didn’t. I went to the bathroom and saw Ville, so I asked him for a smoke and well that’s it.” Bam said turning over, his back to Jussi.
“Oh, well I was scared back here. In the dark all alone and vulnerable.” Jussi said pouting. Bam chuckled and turned his face back to Jussi.
“Oh yeah, a ‘Helsinki vampire’ scared if the dark. I believe that one.” Bam laughed.
“Oh yes, I was. Now hold me so the mean monsters won’t attack me.” Jussi clung to Bam and nuzzled into his neck. “You’ll never leave me right kulta?”
Bam looked down to where Jussi was cuddled into him. He thought he’d never seen something so beautiful. At that moment he knew the exact answer to that question.
“Never.”
*Gasp! If Bam never leaves Jussi than how would Bam and Ville ever get a chance… ever! All in time my readers. Soon enough the progression of Bam and Ville’s relationship will quicken, till than comments= anything you want!!*
Author: Noodlez1090
Rating: Pg-13 and up
Pairing:Bam/Jussi eventually VAM
Summary: Jussi and Bam meet and hit it off right away. Jussi decides to take Bam on tour with him but what happens when Jussi's band is on tour with Bam's favorite band HIM? (I suck at summaries but I try! :])
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own, don't sue.
Links to previous chapters
http://noodlez1090.livejournal.com/979.html?mode=reply
Update! Cheers! I hope you enjoy.
Bam sat beside Jussi’s body silently thinking to himself. He couldn’t sleep and he knew he wasn’t going to get any sleep. He tried to creep away silently but failed. Jussi lifted his head slightly to shoot Bam a confused look.
“Where are you going?” Jussi mumbled. “Bathroom.” Bam lied. Once Jussi put his head back down Bam retreated from the bunk area. He wanted to get out of the bus for fresh air but remembered where he was. The bus was already in motion, heading for the next venue in New York.
He saw Gas layed out on the couch with a game controller in hand. Below him was Burton on the floor with a game controller also in his hand. He laughed at the sight and went to turn off the TV and game console.
Bam headed to the bathroom, for it seemed like the only place he could be alone. He opened the door and had to hold his mouth from screaming.
“Oh crap Ville you scared the shit out of me.” Bam said still trying to calm down. Ville chuckled and looked back down to the sink. “Are you okay Ville?” Bam asked concerned.
Ville to continued to look down at the sink, with millions of thoughts in his head but all moving to fast to recognize any of them. He tried to catch them but they would slip away so quickly, leaving his brain empty. Than he had remembered Bam was there and asked him about his status.
“Oh, I’m fine. I just can’t sleep that.” Bam nodded in agreement. “Yeah, neither can I.”
Ville chuckled a bit looking back up at Bam. “I’d expect you to be tired after your activities tonight.” Bam looked at Ville confused.
“What do you mean?” Bam said. Ville looked at Bam closely to see if he had been joking, but he hadn’t. “Oh, I thought you and Jussi already fucked and all.”
“Do I look that easy?” Bam said laughing. “Plus,” He continued, “ I love Jussi. I want it to be the right time when we actually do that.”
Ville felt a pang in his chest. He kept replaying what Bam said over and over in his head. ‘I love Jussi.’ It hurt more than it should’ve but it knocked Ville back into his senses.
‘What was I thinking trying to go after a kid? Linde was right, he just a fan anyway. After this tour I’ll never see him again and he probably would only want me because I’m the lead of his favorite band HIM.’ He thought to himself.
He loved Jussi, not Ville and as much as Ville wanted to brush it off and not care he just couldn’t. He knew deep in his mind he was thinking of ways to work around this feeling Bam has for Jussi. Ville was quickly snatched away from his thoughts by the sound of Bam’s voice.
“Do you have a cig and a possible place where I can smoke it?” Bam asked hopefully.
“Yeah, I do.” Ville said pulling out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. He opened the cartoon, handing one to Bam and pulling out another himself. He squeezed between Bam and the door and led Bam to where he usually smokes.
“Fuck.” Ville said silently, as he saw Gas and Burton in the way of his smoking spot.
“Hey Gas, Burton wake up.” Ville whispered so only they would hear. He started to tap them until they shifted and rose up from their sleeping spots.
“What happened?” Gas asked still half asleep. “Get into bed you two. Plus me and Bammie want to have a smoke.”
“Ville isn’t he 16?” Burton asked concerned. “Yeah, and that never stopped you either.” Ville shot back. Burton shrugged it off and continued with Gas to the bunks to get some sleep.
Ville sat on the couch and motioned for Bam to sit next to him. Ville lit his cigarette and than Bam’s right after. He opened the window beside them so he could blow the smoke out the window.
Bam let out a sigh of relief. “You have no idea how much I needed this Ville. Thanks by the way.”
“No problem. What’s bothering you though? Problem with the wifey?” Bam laughed at the term he used for Jussi. Ville waited for a reply hoping he was right.
“Not really, but do you ever get that feeling that something really bad is gonna happen?” Bam asked. Ville nodded. “All the time Bammie.”
“Yeah, it’s kind of like that but I know, whatever the bad thing is, I’m gonna be the cause of it.” Bam added putting his head down in shame.
“Lift your head up Bam, I’m sure if you keep thinking something bad is gonna happen it’s most probably gonna happen. If you think positive than nothing bad will happen, I promise.” Ville said putting his hand softly to Bam’s chin lifting his head so their eyes met.
“Now I know something is wrong Bammie, and if you don’t want to tell me that’s fine but just know, that I’m always here if you need to talk.” Bam nodded his head in response.
Bam let out a chuckle and than held his mouth from laughing out loud. “What’s so funny?” Ville asked.
“Well it made me think, the Ville I see on TV and hear on radio shows has a soft side for a skater kid.” Bam said still laughing.
“Oh, piss off.” Ville said turning his head back to the window trying to hold back a smile but failing miserably. The thoughts from earlier Ville had been having was completely disregarded and thrown out the window through Bam’s laughter.
He didn’t care much for what was right at the moment. If he could spend the rest of this tour sharing a cigarette with Bam he would. He knew it would never happen but he could always dream because that’s what got him where he is today, in a world wide famous band. He wasn’t about to stop dreaming because sometimes dreams come true.
Sometimes.
***
Jussi turned in his sleep and woke up due to the empty space that was supposed to be occupied. He looked around giving his eyes time to adjust to the dark but saw nothing. He rose up from the bed heading to the bathroom to see if Bam was still in there but found nothing.
That’s when he head chuckling and talking coming from the other side of the bus. He headed over there and saw his boyfriend and Ville making conversation and laughing. Inside Jussi felt a little Jealous. Bam was supposed to be in bed with Jussi, so than why is he awake with Ville instead.
Instead of waiting any longer Jussi went to where Bam and Ville had been sitting. “Bam, you left me all alone. I thought you were going to the bathroom.” Ville and Bam’s attention was immediately diverted to Jussi.
“Oh sorry baby.” Bam said kissing Jussi as an apology.
“Well thanks for the smoke Ville. See ya tomorrow.” Bam waved and disappeared into bunk area. They got back into bed and cuddled into each other.
“How come you lied?” Jussi asked quietly.
“I didn’t. I went to the bathroom and saw Ville, so I asked him for a smoke and well that’s it.” Bam said turning over, his back to Jussi.
“Oh, well I was scared back here. In the dark all alone and vulnerable.” Jussi said pouting. Bam chuckled and turned his face back to Jussi.
“Oh yeah, a ‘Helsinki vampire’ scared if the dark. I believe that one.” Bam laughed.
“Oh yes, I was. Now hold me so the mean monsters won’t attack me.” Jussi clung to Bam and nuzzled into his neck. “You’ll never leave me right kulta?”
Bam looked down to where Jussi was cuddled into him. He thought he’d never seen something so beautiful. At that moment he knew the exact answer to that question.
“Never.”
*Gasp! If Bam never leaves Jussi than how would Bam and Ville ever get a chance… ever! All in time my readers. Soon enough the progression of Bam and Ville’s relationship will quicken, till than comments= anything you want!!*