Everywhere I am... 6
Another chappie!
As Bam ran to the window, Ville was already at the airport. He had ran to a taxi, jumped inside, and now he was there.
He must have set a record for being as fast as he was.
He went to the reception and bought a ticket. He was gonna go back to Finland, and he needed a place to stay at.
He picked up his cellphone and dialed a number.
''Heloo Mige. Miten voit?'' ''Viltsu! Minä voin hyvin.. Sinä?'' ''Minä voin hyvin. I need your help'' ''Alright.''
''I need a place to stay when I get back to Finland. Can I stay at your place for awhile? Just until I found a new apartment''
''Sure! Of course you can stay here! But Vedrana maybe gets a bit annoyed, but I'll fix it'' ''Good! Thanks! I really appreciate it Mizee'' ''Aww it's okay. You're my brother, I'll do anything for you''
Ville smiled to himself. ''Thanks again Mizee. I'll see you soon. hei sitten'' ''hei sitten''
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*The conversation in english*
''Hey Mige. How are you?'' ''Viltsu! Im fine.. You?'' ''Im fine. I need your help'' ''Alright.''
''I need a place to stay when I get back to Finland. Can I stay at your place for awhile? Just until I found a new apartment''
''Sure! Of course you can stay here! But Vedrana maybe gets a bit annoyed, but I'll fix it'' ''Good! Thanks! I really appreciate it Mizee'' ''Aww it's okay. You're my brother, I'll do anything for you''
Ville smiled to himself. ''Thanks again Mizee. I'll see you soon. Bye'' ''Bye''
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As Ville stepped on the plane, he felt a hand on his shoulder.
He turned around and met a pair of bright blue eyes. ''Ville.. please don't leave..''
Villes body was tensed. He didn't wanna talk to Bam just yet. He wanted Bam to have some time alone and think things over. But he was to scared to say anything.
''Ville, please come back to the castle? We need to talk. You can't just leave like this. Not even saying goodbye''
Ville sighed. ''Then I'll do it''
Bams face lit up, he smiled but that was soon gone, when Ville spoke again. ''Goodbye Bam'' He said, placing a soft and tender kiss on Bams pouty pink lips.
As Ville turned his back on Bam, he knew that the blue eyed man wasn't that far away from tears.
Even if he was Bam Margera, he still had feelings. Even if he didn't show them that often.
Ville could almost hear Bams heart shatter, how the pieces fell to the ground, being stepped on by the many people that walked by.
Ville didn't dare to turn around. He was afraid of what he would see. Those blue eyes, filled with tears, the lower lip on his love trembling, and the man he loved, fought against the tears and the sadness.
''Bam, did he come back?'' Ryan asked as Bam stepped inside the castle. Ryan was shocked when he saw that Bam was actually crying. Bam Margera was crying!
''Bam, are you okay?''
No response. Bam just walked upstairs, closing the door to his room, sighing, and then he got angry.
Ville hadn't any right to just leave him here behind, not even talking things through. Bam was pissed off.
He ripped his poster in two pieces, crashed all the framed pictures, and threw all HIM cd's out from the window. He almost hit Raab in the head with the Razorblade Romance album. The first HIM album he had ever bought.
Then Bam sunk down on the bed, releasing new tears, and he tried to push all the thoughts of Ville away.
Then he heard someone playing 'The heartless' on the jukebox. Bam stood up angrily, running downstairs.
He had forgot how the lyrics went, but when he heard the song, he stoped dead in his tracks.
Your pain ain't love
Can't you see he's the heartless
Your pain is not love
He's taking it too far
Don't you know it is wrong
You're the one for me lady
You're the one
If you'd only see in my heart
You'd know all is not lost
Your time is running out
And you still haven't made up your mind
Can't you see he's the heartless
And you're one of a kind
He's the heartless
You can't you see he's the heartless
Your pain won't ever be love
It doesn't matter how hard you try
To you all is lost
He's the heartless
Bam got even more angry. ''WHY THE HELL ARE YOU PLAYING THIS SHIT SONG?'' He yelled to Dico.
''What? You love him! Remember, Ville Vaaalo, your boyfriend'' Dico said, apperantley not knowing about what had happened earlier.
''HE IS NOT MY GODDAMN BOYFRIEND! HE'S THE FUCKING DEVIL! HE SHOULD BURN IN HELL THAT FUCKING BASTARD!! AND YOU DO NOT PLAY ANY HIM ANYMORE!'' Bam said, and he had pushed Dico up against a wall.
Dico nodded quickly, and Bam ran upstairs again.
''FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU VILLE VALO!'' He yelled when he was sitting on his bed. He buried his face in his hands, and cried.
He had never ever been this hurt. First, Ville says he wants a relationship with him. Then he ran away, leaving Bam all confused, sad and angry.
Bam would never ever speak with him again. Never.