Frozen To Lose It All-Chapter 5
Title: Frozen To Lose It All
Pairing: Vam, Ville/Jonne
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Summary: Ville has been with Jonne for two years now and they want to start their life together. But, when Bam gets in the picture will it stay the same or will everything fall apart?
*Note* This will end up being a MPreg in later chapters. Also, Jonne is a few years older in this since I didn't want Ville to be considered a molester. :p
Disclaimer: If I owned Ville, Bam, or Jonne do you really think I'd be writing??
“How was practice last night?”
“Fine,” Jonne said, slipping a too-tight Guns N’ Roses t-shirt over his head.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Bullshit, tell me what’s the matter.” Jonne shook his head.
“Go hang out with Bam.”
Making sure Jonne was out of the apartment, Ville knocked on Bam’s door.
“Come in.” Ville turned the doorknob and walked in to see Bam lying in bed. “Hey, Vil’. What’s goin’ on?”
“Umm…I need to talk to you…about the kiss.” Bam looked down and started playing with his wrinkled bed sheets.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
“I…I wasn’t…I wasn’t mad.” Bam looked up.
“You’re not?” Ville shook his head. “Then what’d you wanna talk about?” He came over and sat on the bed next to Bam.
“Bam…I…”
“What is it?” Ville took a deep breath. “Vil’?”
“I wanted to…to know if us kissing was…was just the beer, or if…”
“If it was real?” He nodded. “You really wanna know?”
“Yeah…”
“I dunno what to say…” Ville got up quickly and moved to the door.
“N-Never mind. I dunno what I was thinking asking you if it was real,” he said laughing nervously. Just as he was about to walk out, Bam stopped him.
“Ville…it wasn’t the booze.”
“Oh thank God,” he said, rushing to Bam and kissing him passionately. “I didn’t think you felt the same.”
“Me? You’re the one engaged,” he laughed.
“Don’t remind me,” Ville muttered, getting on top of Bam. Bam tangled his hands in Ville’s hair, but suddenly pulled away.
“Wait…what does this make us?”
“Let’s worry about it later…”
“No, Ville, I need to know. I mean, both of us are cheating right now.”
“Yeah, I…I know…” The two paused for a moment until Bam placed a hand on Ville’s cheek.
“Fuck it…it doesn’t matter.”
“Yes it does.”
“But not now. All that matters is this…” Bam gently kissed Ville’s lips and pulled him close. Bam began to slide off Ville’s pajama pants, but Ville stopped him.
“Not here. Jonne might come back too soon…we’ll get a motel room…tonight.” Bam nodded.
“Tonight.”
“Jonne, baby, we’re gonna go up to Turku for a few days, okay?”
“That far? What for?” Ville grabbed his bag and went to the door.
“Well, I wanted to show Bam Finland while he’s here. We’ll be back in a few days. The boat ride is only a few hours.” Bam came out of his room with his bag and stood next to Ville.
“Ready?”
“Yeah. All right, I’ll call you when we get there. I love you.” Ville kissed Jonne and walked out the door with Bam.
The motel room wasn’t exactly a suite at the Hilton, but they didn’t care. As soon as the got one foot in the door, Bam was straddling Ville. Bam’s hand slinked under Ville’s shirt and scratched at his porcelain skin.
“Oh God…Bam…” Ville could feel his erection pushing against his jeans. He moved his hand to unzip them, but Bam slapped his hand away and did it himself. Once Ville was completely naked, Bam shed off his own clothes.
“You got the condoms?” Ville breathed while Bam kissed along his neck.
“Uh huh…”
“And the lube?”
“Uh huh…” Bam kissed down Ville’s stomach down to Heartagram tattoo and went to Ville’s rock hard cock. Licking the pre-cum off, Bam took the length in his mouth. Ville let out a gasp and bucked his hips up.
“B-Bam…oh-oh G-God…” Bam continued moving up and down over Ville’s cock and squeezed at the head with his mouth. “Oh fuck! Bam, I’m…I’m gonna cum!” Ville arched his back while Bam deep throated him. He swallowed everything Ville offered and continued sucking for a little bit longer. Bam then slipped on a condom and lubed up his cock. Ville’s eyes grew wide and halted Bam.
“W-Wait…I thought I was gonna fuck you?” Bam shook his head.
“I wanna be in you,” he whispered seductively.
“B-But, I…I’ve never…no one’s ever…done me before.” Bam ran his hand through Ville’s hair.
“Don’t worry. I won’t hurt you. I promise.” Ville nodded and let Bam lift his legs for a better entrance. Slowly, Bam slid into him and caused Ville to cry out in pain.
“Oh shit! Do you want me to stop?”
“N-No…just g-go slow…” Bam pushed in further and let Ville stretch his muscles. Finally, he loosened up and let Bam get fully inside. Knowing that Ville was getting more comfortable, Bam started to move faster, pulling out and pushing in.
“Holy h-hell…oh, Christ…” Bam gripped onto Ville’s hips to keep him from bucking. He noticed Ville was hard again, so he started stroking it. Ville could feel Bam on his pelvis and moaned loudly.
“Shit, Ville, I’m cumming,” Bam groaned. He picked up the speed on Ville’s cock until they came at the same time. Bam fell on top of Ville’s sweaty body and panted.
“Wow,” Bam mumbled. Ville breathed in and felt tears come to his eyes.
‘Oh my God,’ he thought.
“What’s wrong?” Bam asked, noticing the tears falling on Ville’s face. “Did I hurt you?” He shook his head and wiped some of his tears away. “The what is it?”
“I…j-just ch-cheated…on J-Jonne,” he sobbed. Bam sighed and rolled off of him.
“Oh shit, Vil’, I’m sorry…I thought this is what you wanted.”
“It is…I just d-didn’t k-know it would h-hit me like this.” Bam pulled him into a hug and gently rubbed his back.
“Shhh…it’s okay. It’ll be okay.” Ville nuzzled his head in Bam’s neck “Listen…Ville, if you don’t want this you have to let me know.”
“I want it.”
“’Cause it’s not gonna be easy. We’re gonna have to sneak around, come up with alibi’s, deal with the guilt…”
“Bam,” he said, looking into his eyes. “I…I want this. It just hit me h-hard.”
“God…this is happening so fast.”
“I know, but this feels different.” Bam nodded.
“I mean, we’ve only known each other for like a month of something and already we’ve cheated.” Ville leaned over and kissed Bam.
“Bammie…I felt more about you in a month than I have in most relationships that have lasted for years.”
“Vil’, I…I don’t want this to freak you out…”
“What is it?” Bam looked down and muttered something. “I didn’t hear you.”
“I said…I think…I think I love you.” Ville smiled widely.
“I love you, too.”
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By the way, I found my song for Ville and Bam. It's "Ever The Same" by Rob Thomas. I've been listening to it while writing the new chapters and it fits perfectly.
Pairing: Vam, Ville/Jonne
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Summary: Ville has been with Jonne for two years now and they want to start their life together. But, when Bam gets in the picture will it stay the same or will everything fall apart?
*Note* This will end up being a MPreg in later chapters. Also, Jonne is a few years older in this since I didn't want Ville to be considered a molester. :p
Disclaimer: If I owned Ville, Bam, or Jonne do you really think I'd be writing??
“How was practice last night?”
“Fine,” Jonne said, slipping a too-tight Guns N’ Roses t-shirt over his head.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Bullshit, tell me what’s the matter.” Jonne shook his head.
“Go hang out with Bam.”
Making sure Jonne was out of the apartment, Ville knocked on Bam’s door.
“Come in.” Ville turned the doorknob and walked in to see Bam lying in bed. “Hey, Vil’. What’s goin’ on?”
“Umm…I need to talk to you…about the kiss.” Bam looked down and started playing with his wrinkled bed sheets.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
“I…I wasn’t…I wasn’t mad.” Bam looked up.
“You’re not?” Ville shook his head. “Then what’d you wanna talk about?” He came over and sat on the bed next to Bam.
“Bam…I…”
“What is it?” Ville took a deep breath. “Vil’?”
“I wanted to…to know if us kissing was…was just the beer, or if…”
“If it was real?” He nodded. “You really wanna know?”
“Yeah…”
“I dunno what to say…” Ville got up quickly and moved to the door.
“N-Never mind. I dunno what I was thinking asking you if it was real,” he said laughing nervously. Just as he was about to walk out, Bam stopped him.
“Ville…it wasn’t the booze.”
“Oh thank God,” he said, rushing to Bam and kissing him passionately. “I didn’t think you felt the same.”
“Me? You’re the one engaged,” he laughed.
“Don’t remind me,” Ville muttered, getting on top of Bam. Bam tangled his hands in Ville’s hair, but suddenly pulled away.
“Wait…what does this make us?”
“Let’s worry about it later…”
“No, Ville, I need to know. I mean, both of us are cheating right now.”
“Yeah, I…I know…” The two paused for a moment until Bam placed a hand on Ville’s cheek.
“Fuck it…it doesn’t matter.”
“Yes it does.”
“But not now. All that matters is this…” Bam gently kissed Ville’s lips and pulled him close. Bam began to slide off Ville’s pajama pants, but Ville stopped him.
“Not here. Jonne might come back too soon…we’ll get a motel room…tonight.” Bam nodded.
“Tonight.”
“Jonne, baby, we’re gonna go up to Turku for a few days, okay?”
“That far? What for?” Ville grabbed his bag and went to the door.
“Well, I wanted to show Bam Finland while he’s here. We’ll be back in a few days. The boat ride is only a few hours.” Bam came out of his room with his bag and stood next to Ville.
“Ready?”
“Yeah. All right, I’ll call you when we get there. I love you.” Ville kissed Jonne and walked out the door with Bam.
The motel room wasn’t exactly a suite at the Hilton, but they didn’t care. As soon as the got one foot in the door, Bam was straddling Ville. Bam’s hand slinked under Ville’s shirt and scratched at his porcelain skin.
“Oh God…Bam…” Ville could feel his erection pushing against his jeans. He moved his hand to unzip them, but Bam slapped his hand away and did it himself. Once Ville was completely naked, Bam shed off his own clothes.
“You got the condoms?” Ville breathed while Bam kissed along his neck.
“Uh huh…”
“And the lube?”
“Uh huh…” Bam kissed down Ville’s stomach down to Heartagram tattoo and went to Ville’s rock hard cock. Licking the pre-cum off, Bam took the length in his mouth. Ville let out a gasp and bucked his hips up.
“B-Bam…oh-oh G-God…” Bam continued moving up and down over Ville’s cock and squeezed at the head with his mouth. “Oh fuck! Bam, I’m…I’m gonna cum!” Ville arched his back while Bam deep throated him. He swallowed everything Ville offered and continued sucking for a little bit longer. Bam then slipped on a condom and lubed up his cock. Ville’s eyes grew wide and halted Bam.
“W-Wait…I thought I was gonna fuck you?” Bam shook his head.
“I wanna be in you,” he whispered seductively.
“B-But, I…I’ve never…no one’s ever…done me before.” Bam ran his hand through Ville’s hair.
“Don’t worry. I won’t hurt you. I promise.” Ville nodded and let Bam lift his legs for a better entrance. Slowly, Bam slid into him and caused Ville to cry out in pain.
“Oh shit! Do you want me to stop?”
“N-No…just g-go slow…” Bam pushed in further and let Ville stretch his muscles. Finally, he loosened up and let Bam get fully inside. Knowing that Ville was getting more comfortable, Bam started to move faster, pulling out and pushing in.
“Holy h-hell…oh, Christ…” Bam gripped onto Ville’s hips to keep him from bucking. He noticed Ville was hard again, so he started stroking it. Ville could feel Bam on his pelvis and moaned loudly.
“Shit, Ville, I’m cumming,” Bam groaned. He picked up the speed on Ville’s cock until they came at the same time. Bam fell on top of Ville’s sweaty body and panted.
“Wow,” Bam mumbled. Ville breathed in and felt tears come to his eyes.
‘Oh my God,’ he thought.
“What’s wrong?” Bam asked, noticing the tears falling on Ville’s face. “Did I hurt you?” He shook his head and wiped some of his tears away. “The what is it?”
“I…j-just ch-cheated…on J-Jonne,” he sobbed. Bam sighed and rolled off of him.
“Oh shit, Vil’, I’m sorry…I thought this is what you wanted.”
“It is…I just d-didn’t k-know it would h-hit me like this.” Bam pulled him into a hug and gently rubbed his back.
“Shhh…it’s okay. It’ll be okay.” Ville nuzzled his head in Bam’s neck “Listen…Ville, if you don’t want this you have to let me know.”
“I want it.”
“’Cause it’s not gonna be easy. We’re gonna have to sneak around, come up with alibi’s, deal with the guilt…”
“Bam,” he said, looking into his eyes. “I…I want this. It just hit me h-hard.”
“God…this is happening so fast.”
“I know, but this feels different.” Bam nodded.
“I mean, we’ve only known each other for like a month of something and already we’ve cheated.” Ville leaned over and kissed Bam.
“Bammie…I felt more about you in a month than I have in most relationships that have lasted for years.”
“Vil’, I…I don’t want this to freak you out…”
“What is it?” Bam looked down and muttered something. “I didn’t hear you.”
“I said…I think…I think I love you.” Ville smiled widely.
“I love you, too.”
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By the way, I found my song for Ville and Bam. It's "Ever The Same" by Rob Thomas. I've been listening to it while writing the new chapters and it fits perfectly.