The title is a reflection on the fact that hearts are less-than-three when typed...
Title: Hearts (Less Than Three)
Pairing: VAM (although I guess it doesn't have to be...but I think it is...eh)
Rating PG-13 cuz there's no gore/sex but it's not exactly something I'd let my 12 year old niece read...
Author: Me...you may know me better as
Disclaimer: Fakity fake fake.
Summary: This is odd, but here goes nothing - Bam loves Ville, but he's already had two chances and screwed them both up. Both times, Bam felt unloved because Ville never treated him like an equal or made him feel appreciated, so he left Ville in the hopes that he would want him back enough to change (They stayed friends). After the first failure, Bam dated a woman, and after the second , he dated someone else (a guy - I need help deciding who!), who broke his heart despite the fact that he was still in love with Ville (and trying to deny it, even to himself), who was then dating the woman. He still loves Ville, though, and now he's going to try to tell him through his livejournal, which he knows Ville will read and so will his other ex. Will Ville realize that Bam still loves him? Does Ville love Bam? What will Bam's ex do? Will this author ever make sense? Read to find out...
Well Honey, here I am all alone at night and missing you. I'm tempted to say 'tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say / Tonight I'm writing you a million miles away' just to be cheeky (or emo), but you might not get the brutal truth behind my tainted humor.
The only problem, honey, is that two people will read this carefully: you, my broken angel, and the one person arrogant enough to think this is for him, and you'll both assume that you're the person who you actually aren't, so public admission of my feelings is a perfect disguise. I'm standing behind this glass wall as you observe me like a goldfish, but I only see my own reflection.
He's a broken thing with tainted tears and bent wings that can't seem to leave you behind, but this reflection is all I have so I suppose I'll have to take him as he is.
Every day he asks himself why you didn't fight for him, why you didn't love him enough to stop him from leaving, and then he thinks about the way you took revenge and sees that just maybe you did love him.
But he's a jealous, petty thing, that reflection of mine. He'll break everyone who doesn't break him first until he finds someone who doesn't quit, but he does forgive.
Yes, the three strike system is his outlook but he's wasted two with you and isn't sure you'd give him a third. I guess he'll have to keep crying himself to sleep and wishing you had done the things you were only bold enough to talk about. Maybe he'll stop wishing he had stayed. Maybe he wants you to know he misses you.
Maybe he loves you.
Pairing: VAM (although I guess it doesn't have to be...but I think it is...eh)
Rating PG-13 cuz there's no gore/sex but it's not exactly something I'd let my 12 year old niece read...
Author: Me...you may know me better as
Disclaimer: Fakity fake fake.
Summary: This is odd, but here goes nothing - Bam loves Ville, but he's already had two chances and screwed them both up. Both times, Bam felt unloved because Ville never treated him like an equal or made him feel appreciated, so he left Ville in the hopes that he would want him back enough to change (They stayed friends). After the first failure, Bam dated a woman, and after the second , he dated someone else (a guy - I need help deciding who!), who broke his heart despite the fact that he was still in love with Ville (and trying to deny it, even to himself), who was then dating the woman. He still loves Ville, though, and now he's going to try to tell him through his livejournal, which he knows Ville will read and so will his other ex. Will Ville realize that Bam still loves him? Does Ville love Bam? What will Bam's ex do? Will this author ever make sense? Read to find out...
Well Honey, here I am all alone at night and missing you. I'm tempted to say 'tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say / Tonight I'm writing you a million miles away' just to be cheeky (or emo), but you might not get the brutal truth behind my tainted humor.
The only problem, honey, is that two people will read this carefully: you, my broken angel, and the one person arrogant enough to think this is for him, and you'll both assume that you're the person who you actually aren't, so public admission of my feelings is a perfect disguise. I'm standing behind this glass wall as you observe me like a goldfish, but I only see my own reflection.
He's a broken thing with tainted tears and bent wings that can't seem to leave you behind, but this reflection is all I have so I suppose I'll have to take him as he is.
Every day he asks himself why you didn't fight for him, why you didn't love him enough to stop him from leaving, and then he thinks about the way you took revenge and sees that just maybe you did love him.
But he's a jealous, petty thing, that reflection of mine. He'll break everyone who doesn't break him first until he finds someone who doesn't quit, but he does forgive.
Yes, the three strike system is his outlook but he's wasted two with you and isn't sure you'd give him a third. I guess he'll have to keep crying himself to sleep and wishing you had done the things you were only bold enough to talk about. Maybe he'll stop wishing he had stayed. Maybe he wants you to know he misses you.
Maybe he loves you.