Fizzy's Got Vam for Her Feet...
So, I got my new shoes last friday. Adio Eugenes. They are the Sex by the way. Like Vam for your feet if you will. To celebrate my shoes and the complete loss of my mind. I've decided to grace you angels with something that hit my brain a couple of hours ago. I hope you like it.
You Made Me Cry
Vam...or something like it.
PG-15
Language, Adult Content
Don't Know, Don't Own.
Hope you like it.
It’s cold in here, but that’s why they call it an ice bar. I’m tipsy. I can feel the buzz of alcohol in my blood, but it’s not enough. Not enough to make me forget you, my love. Especially when you’re here, and I can look you straight in the face, and you don’t even know I’m here. I stare at my drink for a few seconds before downing it and calling the bartender over for another.
There you are, with all of your friends, acting stupid. You’re being loud and I know that some of the people are annoyed, remember, I speak the language, you do not. I just sit at my corner of the bar and observe. The bartender smiles sweetly at me and fills my drink up. She’s a sweetheart. Young, naive perhaps, like you. God, I wanted you so badly then, and I still do. I watch your eyes, I love the way they look as you listen to something Dunn tells you. He looks like a serial rapist with that beard. I like it. I rip my eyes away. I know someone will notice me eventually, your entourage is large.
It finally occurs to me to wonder why you’re in Finland. Why would you be back here? After what happened that night.
~I leaned on your shoulder and you patted my head.
“Willa, you’re drunk.” You slurred to me and I laughed. The wee hours of the morning had us drunk on your deck looking at the stars. I watched you as your eyes searched the sky for something.
“What are you looking for Bam Bam?” You shrug and look at me. It’s like one of those cheesy movies, we just look at each other for what seems like minutes on end. My face leans more towards yours, something flashes in your eyes. You don’t move, but you let me kiss you. It’s simple. Just my lips on yours, my eyes are open, watching yours. I sigh a little and you push me away.
“What the hell Ville.” Suddenly you sound more sober than ever. You move away from me. You stand and go inside the house.~
I smile wistfully, that’s the last thing you ever said to me. A few minutes later you had Dunn come tell me that I should probably not come around for awhile...well..maybe never again. I nodded and left. I wouldn’t let anyone see me cry. You weren’t worth it. It was a wild shot with you anyways Bam. You’re too afraid of what the world would think of you if they knew. I know how you really feel.
You know you made me cry Bam?
Yeah, I cried, then I got over it. I still like you. I still want to fuck you. I still want to love you. I still want to drink with you. I still want to have good times with you.
I look over at you, laughing. I love the look in your eyes. The smile really never reaches them anymore and that makes me laugh. I down the last of my drink and ask the cute bartender when she’s getting off shift. She tells me she has a break right now. Wonderful...
Guess what Bam...I loved the look on your face when you finally saw me. You saw me carry the little bartender girl out of the bar on my back.
I know you saw me as I nailed her, right outside. I know because I felt your eyes on my back the whole time. She kissed my lips and told me thanks. I think she’d fulfilled a fantasy, and so did I. I let you see me. Not caring that you wouldn’t love me like I wanted you to...like I want you too....
You’re standing there a little shell shocked, I walk to you, a cigarette between my lips.
“Hey Bam. Long time no see.” You look at me. There’s something in your eyes. Yeah, I got you, just like you got me. I walk away.
So, yeah..I'm going to crawl back in my hole now. Please leave me a message at the reading of the fic.
Fizzy
Over and Out
You Made Me Cry
Vam...or something like it.
PG-15
Language, Adult Content
Don't Know, Don't Own.
Hope you like it.
It’s cold in here, but that’s why they call it an ice bar. I’m tipsy. I can feel the buzz of alcohol in my blood, but it’s not enough. Not enough to make me forget you, my love. Especially when you’re here, and I can look you straight in the face, and you don’t even know I’m here. I stare at my drink for a few seconds before downing it and calling the bartender over for another.
There you are, with all of your friends, acting stupid. You’re being loud and I know that some of the people are annoyed, remember, I speak the language, you do not. I just sit at my corner of the bar and observe. The bartender smiles sweetly at me and fills my drink up. She’s a sweetheart. Young, naive perhaps, like you. God, I wanted you so badly then, and I still do. I watch your eyes, I love the way they look as you listen to something Dunn tells you. He looks like a serial rapist with that beard. I like it. I rip my eyes away. I know someone will notice me eventually, your entourage is large.
It finally occurs to me to wonder why you’re in Finland. Why would you be back here? After what happened that night.
~I leaned on your shoulder and you patted my head.
“Willa, you’re drunk.” You slurred to me and I laughed. The wee hours of the morning had us drunk on your deck looking at the stars. I watched you as your eyes searched the sky for something.
“What are you looking for Bam Bam?” You shrug and look at me. It’s like one of those cheesy movies, we just look at each other for what seems like minutes on end. My face leans more towards yours, something flashes in your eyes. You don’t move, but you let me kiss you. It’s simple. Just my lips on yours, my eyes are open, watching yours. I sigh a little and you push me away.
“What the hell Ville.” Suddenly you sound more sober than ever. You move away from me. You stand and go inside the house.~
I smile wistfully, that’s the last thing you ever said to me. A few minutes later you had Dunn come tell me that I should probably not come around for awhile...well..maybe never again. I nodded and left. I wouldn’t let anyone see me cry. You weren’t worth it. It was a wild shot with you anyways Bam. You’re too afraid of what the world would think of you if they knew. I know how you really feel.
You know you made me cry Bam?
Yeah, I cried, then I got over it. I still like you. I still want to fuck you. I still want to love you. I still want to drink with you. I still want to have good times with you.
I look over at you, laughing. I love the look in your eyes. The smile really never reaches them anymore and that makes me laugh. I down the last of my drink and ask the cute bartender when she’s getting off shift. She tells me she has a break right now. Wonderful...
Guess what Bam...I loved the look on your face when you finally saw me. You saw me carry the little bartender girl out of the bar on my back.
I know you saw me as I nailed her, right outside. I know because I felt your eyes on my back the whole time. She kissed my lips and told me thanks. I think she’d fulfilled a fantasy, and so did I. I let you see me. Not caring that you wouldn’t love me like I wanted you to...like I want you too....
You’re standing there a little shell shocked, I walk to you, a cigarette between my lips.
“Hey Bam. Long time no see.” You look at me. There’s something in your eyes. Yeah, I got you, just like you got me. I walk away.
So, yeah..I'm going to crawl back in my hole now. Please leave me a message at the reading of the fic.
Fizzy
Over and Out