I will be 20 at the end of this month ( Read more... )

apparently best friends, or even friends, doesn't mean shit to some of the people I know.

I'm tired, I'm bored, I'm lonely, I'm unhappy and I'm wondering when something good will finally happen.

I feel...weird.

and sick.

and alone.

And...I don't know what to do.

Well, I know what I need to do is go to class, come home, take a nap, then finish this essay that's due tomorrow.

I'm in coollllegggeeeee :)

I miss feeling loved and wanted.

But ahhhhh! I'm in colllegeeeeee! hahaha

I think it's necessary I get the fuck out of here.

I am bored, and I think that sums up everything that's been going on in my life rather nicely.

I love that Nadine and I are so different yet we get along so great. I can handle her and I don't think everyone can handle her. She's going to be really excited when she sees that she made it into my LJ post lol, she was already ecstatic the other day when I mentioned her in my away messages on AIM.

I need to expand my group of friends in the city ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, you sure are one big fucking hypocrite.

My current most important goal is to just be a better me, overall. That'll make me happy, when I'm happy with myself.