i'm having a lot of strange ideas and thoughts.
on the plus side, between two different honya, i have about 130$ in gift cards to spend.

heavennnnn. =]

i feel like i'm stuck.
christmas break is going by slow, which is alright, i suppose. the train ride home was terrible.
i need to lose some weight and apply for some scholarships while i'm here. and continue while i'm back at school. i'm excited and nervous for next semester; i hope i can find a job there.

it's weird that i'm okay with not seeing

i need to go back to how i was. i think as of tomorrow i'm going to take that slow road back.
i hope this time i stick to it. i've strayed way off course.. and look terrible.

Reel Big Fish was pretty much awesome. met some cool folks there. one of them looked like Riley from the show Buffy. ^.yeah, i got pretyt much injured, lost my shoe twice and now they are completely demolished, walked back with frozen wet feet. but it was totally worth it ( Read more... )

i'm really excited about Greece this summer. and that for my junior year, i'm almost definetly going to be in Japan for the duration. super psyched ( Read more... )

so, this has beenapproximately the worst break EVER ( Read more... )

there are no words to describe the way in which Dir en Grey can put on a performance. utterly breathtaking and spectacular. no doubt in my mind the best concert i have ever been to, although their last one was just as lovely ( Read more... )

dir en grey todayyyy!

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i am really screwed.

now i have 3 tickets to a concert in montreal, no one to go with, and no way to get there. and i really want to fucking go. and i'm just sick of everyone. fuck.
for just once, i'd like something to go smoothly. or in this case, to go, at all.

i am a stupid woman.